heez it’s pretty late but i wanted to post this b4 i go zzzz.

I GOT MY INTERNSHIPS!! :beam1

yup both of them!! :grin1 went for 2 interviews last wk, one at E*, another at D*. and i got both! like how cool is that?! so i’m gonna hv to reject one tho..pretty sad but i realli prefer one over the other. i only applied for both cos i have 2 spaces and it’s betta to have backup mah.

and last tues and this thurs when i got the results, i felt so glad and blessed? realli thank GuanYin tt i managed to get my internship at P** over the summer hols. cos i think havin tt on your resume really does wonders. in fact durin both interviews, i was asked questions abt my internship there. reallie can’t believe how i managed to get in last time even tho my results sux, when this time so many ppl applied but not all got it. bcos if i hadn’t had P** on my resume, i can confirm+guarantee+chop that i wouldn’t have got the call for the interview this time cos my results are so bad! i think it’s quite amazing thinkin back abt it. like aft first yr, without any knowledge, i juz anyhow whack and applied to 3 places. 2 called me for interview, but only 1 accepted me. so of course i accepted them cos they’re good . after 2nd year, i amazingly decided to try and whack for another internship even tho all my frens were waiting till end of the year for MT. i applied 2 but only 1 called me for interview and accepted me. so of course i accepted them cos they’re good. now i applied 2 and both got. i hope this lucky streak continues in future! really feel thankful tt it has worked out for me all these times. sorrie but feelin abit bhb. feel proud of myself tt i had the ‘foresight’ to start on internships early and tt i managed to mk it thru all of them. guess i prolly hv to thank Mei for all this. for teachin me to start earli, and both she and ah ma encouraging me to juz try even tho it seems impossible. i realli hope tt this one will go well aso, and tt they will offer me a job. P** didn’t offer me leh..cos i think too earli and the rest aso din get offers. But i heard K*** offered a school mate of mine leh! so i reallie hope tt this one will work out well and tt i will get a good offer from them.

i knoe i told the whole world dat i love P** and tt i will defn wanna go back there. but thinkin abt it now, i think experience reallie helps. it’s good to go to another company and see the corporate culture there. don’t be mountain :turtle: haha! i do like D* so i reallie hope they offer me aft this and dat i dun screw up. so scared tt i will..cos they kinda like employ me based on my past relevant/gd experience.

and i’m so thankful tt i got my D* even tho they asked quite difficult qns last wk. am so glad tt i applied to both and got both, and tt i got them during the first tier and don’t have to wait till 2nd tier like some of my frens.

i guess, i do feel abit sad for those who didn’t get it this time round and have to wait till 2nd tier. yet sometimes, i feel it’s not really my biz? i’m sorry i’m not a good fren, i’m unethical, i’m morally incorrect. to each his own. why should i care abt you when u’re gonna be competing with me next time for a job? if you don’t get it, it’s your biz. do something abt it to improve yourself. don’t ask me for my cover letter. :finger: don’t be ridiculous. neither will i give you my resume. i’m sorry but i am anal abt this kinda stuff. esp if u’re in direct competition with me. like harlow, don’t be crazy can? den u still sarcastically reply me “thanks lor” when i refused. :poop: i’m really sorry again. i may be your fren, but when it comes to the crunch, dog eat dog. what if i help u now and u win me nxt time? u’re obviously gonna win me cos of your grades alrdy! your grades are like so good laioz! i don’t think you need any help from me lor. i’m doin all this to differentiate myself from the ppl like you who have such good grades. if i were to help u, den wat kinda differentiation would i have then? nobody would want me then. so yes, now you know. who reads this? i’m selfish. i’m not a good fren. :noshake: i mean, normally i will help in other things. listen to you or anythin tt doesn’t require me to help you move ahead in the rat race. aiya wtf lah, i dunno how to say it lah. somebody kill me can, i am so evil.

gosh talkin abt it juz pisses me off and mk me angry+unhappy+upset. okie lah dun think abt it liaoz. will reply both companies either tmr or Sun nite. gotta remind Sean when i do aso. right off to bed now! :sleep1