{"id":114,"date":"2005-04-06T18:46:04","date_gmt":"2005-04-06T13:16:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blackiris.fakedevil.com\/wp\/?p=114"},"modified":"2005-04-06T18:46:04","modified_gmt":"2005-04-06T13:16:04","slug":"mr-lonely","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/?p=114","title":{"rendered":"mr lonely"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>*listenin to Akon &#8211; Mr Lonely*<\/p>\n<p>okie evaluation over!! nthn left except to mug!! grr<\/p>\n<p>tax plannin ppt was okie..with a dean&#8217;s list cum income tax TA in ur grp, u reallie dun hv to worry much haha. she juz ding all the qns lor. sm more i din hv to present my part cos the prof selected certain qns onli.<\/p>\n<p>corp was a disaster. hv i ever had any jiak lat presentations b4? if yes, cancel everythin, cos nothin wld ever compare to corp. repeat aft me: it was a <b>DISASTER<\/b>!! and it&#8217;s all my fault. okie so i was supposed to do ratio analysis. slides were all done and compiled, but ven wanted to change my graphs for aesthetic purposes. so aft she made the changes i din check the slides again. turned out she put in the wrong graph!! gosh it was supposed to be the ROA\/ROE comparison one but she put in debt-to-equity or smthin. so there i was, happily talkin and turnin around to point at the screen and realisin dat it wasn&#8217;t the right graph. so i kan cheong and panicked and watever. so i juz skipped dat graph altogether and moved on to the nxt slide. i was so rattled dat i introduced ven in the nxt slide even tho it was still my turn!! it was my own stupid fault for nt checkin the slides first, but i juz trusted ven to do her stuff. crapshitcurryfishhead. i reallie felt like a bimbo, so useless!! worst presentation i ever had! grr. ppt is supposed to be no kick for me!! grrr. lose face in front of the cockanaden!! grr. no words can describe man. grr. and u knoe wat? the cockanaden even said i looked good when i saw him b4 class and he asked whether i was ready for presentation. WTBFH. <\/p>\n<p>ya so i was wearin a whole new outfit. mei says look very pro. but i think the shirt damn common man. saw 2 other ppl wearin liaoz lor!! grr. so disappointing. hope i can wear to work and dat they dun need me to be in suit!!<\/p>\n<p>aniweas forgive me, for i hv sinned. haha i told a major whoopin lie last wed. actualli it was a white lie lah. i was doin it to save renny\/hy\/eleanor\/angie who were doin their mktin proj. and i felt damn bad aft dat bcos the woman whom i lied to was so damn nice i felt so guilty! ya..but when it comes to this kinda stuff, renny lose to me! wahaha.<\/p>\n<p>and i aso mentioned smthin durin corp class which i tot was quite bad. i think if u knoe the story behind everythin, u wld think i&#8217;m quite evil. but if u din, i think it seems like an innocent remark. but im nt sure hw to cockanaden took it lah.<\/p>\n<p>speakin of which, i was stonin durin the lesson when the cockanaden asked me a qn. i said i wasnt payin attention. den he asked, &#8220;what are u thinkin abt?&#8221; like harlow, issit ur biz to even ask me dat?! so i juz told me, &#8220;i dun think it&#8217;s ur biz&#8221; okie dat sounded pretty evil as well rite? cripes, 3 major sins last wk! im so evil! i muz be nice this wk..<\/p>\n<p>oh ya got back TP n coy law test. hai. as usual, *** scored the highest. she got 65, i got 54. at first i thought quite sucky, den prof said 65 was the highest in the class. wat made it worse was dat she went to ask for 2 more marks and got it! so she got 67! and she kept sayin she din reallie study aso got this kinda marks. wtf. den i study still do worst! so irritating! den dunno the prof mistaken or wanna suan me but she said *** wrote less den me dats why can do betta. harlow i wrote less den her man!! cos i got nothin to write haha. wth.<\/p>\n<p>coy law of course she did betta again. but okie lah i din reallie study properly. so i think if nt for her, i wldnt hv done so well cos we could discuss durin the test. but given dat we discussed, i dunno hw come she did betta leh. muz go and read her script. jiak lat man. sean say why i wanna choose my maj so fast. but if i dun choose nw, i scared i wun hv time to finish all the require modules. but seein hw sucky i am in coy law..hw can i ever choose law as my maj?! but bo bian liao..i did neg&#038;cr which is part of the law maj requirement liaoz..so in order nt to waste it..i hv to continue!! but its damn sucky tryin to read the textbk man. sm parts reallie dun understand..damn blardy longwinded..and di is fed up with me askin her law qns haha. thanx babe!! :heart1  *muackz*<br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\nevaluation was okie lah..i thought i handled it pretty well. wasnt as nervous as i expected to be so dat was good. but i had sm parts dat i could improve on, as wat the examiner said. my most dui part is dat i din give &#8216;Mrs Chin&#8217; the homework properly. i tried to defend myself but it was bcos of the way i framed my qn. dammit dat was a pt i shld hv scored. she mentioned i din pick up on the common ground of the welfare of the kid, which i cant object cos it realie din occur to me. i onli picked up on the pt dat they both thought he was a bright kid. oh wells, nvm, over liaoz, i knoe sure can pass, but hw good wld the pass be is another thing. muz do well for this to mk up for coy law and tax. <\/p>\n<p>wth. this term i more kan cheong den last term leh. but yet when it comes to pia-ing and studyin, i hv no motivation!! worse den last term!! muz be bcos last term got 4 papers so more scared. or mebbe cos last term stuff easier to read den this term. juz lookin at my txtbk for this term i sianz. *sigh* every time at the start of each term i say i wun do this, i muz do this. but now, the end of term liaoz, and i did wat i said i mustn&#8217;t do. like coy law and corp. startin super hardworkin. den aft dat as all the other projs came in, i started slackin. so now got a lot of shit to cover. die liaoz. hai. <i><b>countdown: 5 days to my execution. countdown: 10 days b4 i get to heaven. <\/i><\/b> and aft dat? 1 wk of heaven b4 i &#8220;enjoy corporate life at price&#8221;, to quote nick. but at wat price?! (yes pardon the pun!) at the price of my hols!! grr. so many things to do within dat one wk b4 i start work! but im kinda glad dat at least jason is joinin me in the same dept. was so happy to hear frm renny dat he wld be in the same dept. ralph and tiff will be in advisory. nick and dorothy will join in july in audit. so nt so bad lah..but i doubt i will see much of them aniweas. wonder who else is in the same dept. i hope they are nice ppl and dat i can work well with them. hope i dun hv to stay late!! haha. actualli stay late nvm leh..im more concerned abt hw im gonna get home. dun think they will provide transport allowance for me loh. crap. sm1 pls be nice and drive me home??? :grin1 on 2nd tots, IF and its a big IF, if jason is gonna drive to work, den mebbe i can hitch a ride home?! hehe but i dunno where he stays, skali at the other end of the island. but i doubt he will drive lah, exp parkin! haha but they said they will pay me if i work OT. wonder whether they reallie will? *sigh* loss of freedom. hate it dat i cant mk aft-work plans becos i dunno if i hv to work OT anot :pout1<\/p>\n<p>still lookin for ppl to watch R(A) play with me!! hope nick can go wahahaha. found sm1 to watch the selena-hossan thingy! thanx darrell! actualli i wanna go for the film fest aso&#8230;but like i said, dunno wat time work ends..so i dun dare to mk plans..<\/p>\n<p>wah!! eric asked whether im a gal or guy!! so hurt!! :pout1 dun laugh darrell!! cos i commented dat he&#8217;s a manu fan from his msn address, den i asked issit he liked star wars cos of his msn nick. so he asked me dat qn. den later he said im reallie a guy cos even my screensaver is frm the matrix. if i wasnt so sad i wld hv torn into him for bein so sexist! who says gals cant like soccer, star wars, matrix and F1?! :mad1 hv i mentioned dat i was damn jealous of renny cos of F1? still tryin to get him to pay for our trip to monte carlo! haha!<\/p>\n<p>and u knoe wat else can mk ur day? when u are right there to see ur fren get a &#8216;date&#8217; with her crush! haha i was so happy for YT!! :beam1 so excited for her but she was tryin to hard to keep her cool. haha. first time seein her hv a crush on sm1, so since it looks like it&#8217;s progressin well, of course i was so happy for her! cldnt help laughin in the room when they left. hope it works out..and even if it doesnt, hope she wun be too upset or anythin&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>im usin msn so much dat i miss the emoticons! wish my blog aso hv those cute emoticons! haha..no1 can beat me..my database is the best! wahaha except i lose to Yen lah. haha<\/p>\n<p>k lah b4 i get back to stupid muggin, juz wanted to say amanda:  i :heart1 everyone equally!! so no need to be jealous!! :tongue1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>*listenin to Akon &#8211; Mr Lonely* okie evaluation over!! nthn left except to mug!! grr tax plannin ppt was okie..with a dean&#8217;s list cum income tax TA in ur grp, u reallie dun hv to worry much haha. she juz ding all the qns lor. sm more i din hv to present my part cos [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=114"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/114\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=114"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=114"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=114"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}