{"id":127,"date":"2005-05-09T20:11:47","date_gmt":"2005-05-09T14:41:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blackiris.fakedevil.com\/wp\/?p=127"},"modified":"2005-05-09T20:11:47","modified_gmt":"2005-05-09T14:41:47","slug":"sux","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/?p=127","title":{"rendered":"sux"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>so much for bein happy on thurs. fri my productivity was darn low. did very little stuff. sm more i made mistakes. even tho it was my first time doin submission, but i still felt stupid n bad and pai seh. dunno why. mebbe cos it was the first time jason&#8217;s boss AN ask me to do work, so i felt dat i hv to prove smthn or do it properly. or mebbe it&#8217;s cos the cases, tho under the supervision of AN, is actualli handled by the cute guy. or mebbe it&#8217;s bcos the person who came and told me dat &#8220;ni zhuo cuo le&#8221; was actualli the TK lookalike. hai. sux. i was feelin darn depressed. <\/p>\n<p>submission do wrong still nvm. my cover ltr i cant even amend properly. careless mistake. it took me like an hr or even 2 hrs to sort out the mess i had created. it was a little confusing bcos it was the first time i was doin. and i think i got it wrong bcos i misread the amendments and amended the cover ltr wrongly aso. i knoe i shld hv asked if i din understand the amendmts, but i wanted to try and do it on my own. dun eveythin dunno aso ask. i mean, i knoe if u dunno u shld ask. but if u keep askin and dun think logically and properly first, den abit silly aso rite? hai. mebbe if i had asked, and amended properly, it might not hv been so bad? but aft my senior explained to me, i understood liaoz lor. and he aso tried to console me by tellin me dat it&#8217;s very confusin 1, and dat the first time he did it aso he was very luan. okie nxt time i muz ask. and nxt time i muz do betta. when i handed it back to jason&#8217;s boss dat time, she was in the good mood lah; in fact they all juz finished laughin at sm joke. so when i passed back to her and apologized, she told me nvm. <\/p>\n<p>tell u aH! sean told me it&#8217;s the cockanaden&#8217;s curse. fri morn i was darn free. nothin to do. i went ard askin ppl and buggin them. nobody had anythin for me to do. den met the cockanaden for lunch. and aft lunch, i had one whole stack of files. OMG. all came at once!! suddenly, the ppl i&#8217;ve been helpin all hv work!! so nw i hv one stack of green files waitin for me to clear when i get back to work. actualli i dun mind hvin work lah..like i said, im more worried abt hw long i spend on it..and whether i can charge my full 7 hrs, if nt reallie jiak lat. actualli luckily nick cancelled dinner on mon, so i think i can work OT on mon if necessary. which i think will be necessary cos the number of hrs i charged on fri reallie very little. <\/p>\n<p>anw i was depressed the whole aftnn until i went for the party. haha my dept&#8217;s party. quite cool lah. learnt sm dance moves haha.. they forced us all to learn. at the start, they made CS and I and sm other new perm staff go up on stage to introduce ourselves. den aft learnin the dance, they made all the new ppl go up to dance aso. so pai seh!! im like hw horrible at dancin man! but it was fun lah, and at least i learnt smthin new hehe.<\/p>\n<p>actualli was quite disappointed dat CS forgot abt me and juz went off home lor. aiyah nvm lah. over liaoz. she lent me her jacket tho cos i 4got to bring mine and was freezin under the air con vent in the office.<\/p>\n<p>nw i hv vids of the cute guy in my office! woo hoo!! it&#8217;s a vid of the ppl who kena sabo-ed to go up and dance. :tongue1:heart1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>so much for bein happy on thurs. fri my productivity was darn low. did very little stuff. sm more i made mistakes. even tho it was my first time doin submission, but i still felt stupid n bad and pai seh. dunno why. mebbe cos it was the first time jason&#8217;s boss AN ask me [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=127"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/127\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=127"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=127"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=127"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}