it’s fri tmrw!! haha time passes so fast when u get a day off work. the wk is juz so much shorter. only blardy problem is dat this is the last public hol im gonna get frm nw till the end of my internship. sux blardy big time. grrrr. no hot dates this wk haha decided to go easy on my wallet and my health. need to juz chill and tk things easy. but yups, aft a break this wk, i’m bz arranging stuff for nxt wk! :grin so many more ppl to catch up with!<\/p>\n
actualli, i guess i reallie dun hv to work so hard. my snrs keep tellin me to go home instead of stayin so late or ask me why im nt gg hm yet or tellin me dat i can finish up their work the nxt morn. i guess i shld juz pay more attention to my work. it’s a problem dat’s still plaguing me. everytime i feel bad, i tell myself the nxt time im nt gonna mk any mistks. for a day or two, it’s okie, den the bug creeps back. smtimes, it’s juz so hard to find the energy inside to open ur eyes wide and spot the mistks aft u’re so exhuasted frm completing the whole task. i made a stupid mistk yesterday, and i was very sure i checked my work b4 i submitted it. yet smhw it came back to me and i see dat glarin mistk. hw cld i hv missed dat the first time? and i got the shock of my life when another case came back to me with one attachmt completely wrong. i was wonderin hw i cld hv been so mad as to even submit the wrong attachment, cos if i miss small stuff, i can’t possibly miss the difference in the title of the attachment rite? turns out i originally 4got to submit dat attachment, so my snr pulled out sm old attachmt to show me the sample. weird u knoe. i checked my lappie and realised dat i hv the soft copy of dat attachmt, yet i din print it out. hw cld i hv forgotten things lydat?<\/p>\n
had a long talk with ma last wk abt my performance at work and i felt cheered up aft dat. last nite got scolded by her cos i told her i was still mkin mistakes. ya i feel bad yet im nt tryin hard enuf. i guess i’ve been too complacent, and the past internship was so much more diff. YT’s hvin the same exp dat i used to hv at my old workplace, so i’m reallie happy for her, yet envious at the same time. i like my job scope, but increasingly i’ve been askin myself whether it’s reallie wat i want. smtimes i aim for the top, yet at other times i wonder whether im cut out for it. hai.<\/p>\n
actually, i wanted to wake up at like 2+am to watch the Champions League final match. c’mon it’s Liverpool vs AC Milan for goodness sakes! and it’s the finals! and it’s gonna be like the last soccer match for this season. gosh, nxt few mths will be darn boring. but aft the scolding from Ma, I decided that I should get more sleep so that I won’t be so sleepy and blur in the morning. It was defn a fantastic match, judging from the replays that I saw, but i think Liverpool is darn lucky. Just like hw Man Utd were unlucky to lose the FA Cup to ARSE when they were definitely the much better team during that match. I think it was just luck on Dudek’s side as well, though Man Utd should have gotten him as their GK instead of Carroll, who didn’t even move around before the shot was taken. :mad1<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
it’s fri tmrw!! haha time passes so fast when u get a day off work. the wk is juz so much shorter. only blardy problem is dat this is the last public hol im gonna get frm nw till the end of my internship. sux blardy big time. grrrr. no hot dates this wk haha […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[6],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/132"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=132"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/132\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=132"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=132"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=132"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}