{"id":156,"date":"2005-09-04T22:58:16","date_gmt":"2005-09-04T14:58:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blackiris.fakedevil.com\/wp\/?p=156"},"modified":"2005-09-04T22:59:34","modified_gmt":"2005-09-04T14:59:34","slug":"sux-like-crap","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/?p=156","title":{"rendered":"sux like crap"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>it sux like crap when you&#8217;re feeling as though you just got run over by a huge truck, yet various people are just coming to you with various different issues to deal with and you just gotta listen and help. because you <del datetime=\"2005-09-04T14:53:24+00:00\">can&#8217;t<\/del> don&#8217;t want to say anything to anyone. sux like crap to have to smile and pretend everything it&#8217;s ok.<\/p>\n<p>but everything is ok now. <em>for now<\/em>.<\/p>\n<p>i&#8217;m still in a state of inertia. can&#8217;t get myself to start studying. doing work is ok &#8211; i need to do assignments anyway. but trying to get myself to get started on the mountain of readings is like trying to move the mountain. impossible!! how how how!!! week 3 already and i still don&#8217;t feel like studying!!! wanna go back to work, cos after i throw myself into work and work like a dog the whole day, i can come home and stone. on weeknights, there&#8217;s tv!! and weekends i can still stone. no homework, no readings. i can read whatever i want to instead of a pile load of crap about what some supposed expert says about some crap topic. oh shit, i need <strong>HELP<\/strong>!!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>it sux like crap when you&#8217;re feeling as though you just got run over by a huge truck, yet various people are just coming to you with various different issues to deal with and you just gotta listen and help. because you can&#8217;t don&#8217;t want to say anything to anyone. sux like crap to have [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/156"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=156"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/156\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=156"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=156"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=156"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}