{"id":181,"date":"2005-12-02T01:17:47","date_gmt":"2005-12-01T17:17:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blackiris.fakedevil.com\/wp\/?p=181"},"modified":"2005-12-02T01:20:43","modified_gmt":"2005-12-01T17:20:43","slug":"going-under","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/?p=181","title":{"rendered":"Going Under"},"content":{"rendered":"

“Oh, Isis, Goddess of Life, guide me to the other world…”<\/em><\/p>\n

i am so screwed. this semester’s exams are the worst of my life, even worse than Year 1’s FA and MA. it’s all my fault really, for all the subjects. i seriously underestimated the amount of stuff tt i needed to study. very worried abt the calculation qn, dunno how chim the calculation will be. hoping tt bcos it’s such a short period of time, he can’t be so evil as to ask us to calculate super-chim stuff. so if it’s just basic variances, then i think i can handle.<\/p>\n

the application questions. was lookin at the past year papers and realised tt the application is really kinda chim. again, i can cover the really basic stuff, but if u throw me a diagram tt i saw in my notes but was not explained in class, then i’m a goner. shit i deserve to die. suddenly feeling very scared now. everyone seems to have covered more stuff than me, mainly for the extra readings. <\/p>\n

it’s a morning paper, and i really should go sleep or i can’t think properly to crap. but if feel like if i sleep now, i’m not helping myself cos i hvn’t finished studying. but even if i stay up, i don’t have the mood to study and things are just in drips and draps and i don’t know exactly what i shld be reading. i must do everything of course, but bcos no time i hv to choose but i dunno wat to choose. i shld just go sleep.<\/p>\n

will the gods help me if i’ve realised my mistake already?<\/strong><\/p>\n

“Oh, Isis, Goddess of Life, guide me to the other world…”<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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