i always thought that i was bi, or at least marginally inclined towards the female gender. until last week. i got the shock of my life and realised that i’m really really completely utterly irrevocably straight after all. :buck1<\/p>\n
haha moving on. i’m quite sad today actually. when i grad, i won’t get a job in my dream company already. :sad1 “The way is shut.” at least, i think so. no chance unless i pull strings, and even then, i don’t even think i hv any strings to pull! and it also looks like i may not be working this summer hols, which on the bad side, one less experience for me but which can be a good thing also lah. at least i would get a break after working all my past hols away, and maybe settle my exchange stuff IF i am going overseas. BUT still NO DREAM JOB!! :sad1 sobs.<\/p>\n
and i’ve just seen the stuff for my new school term next week. !@$#%$^&*( see already i sianz. so much shit again. all that readings. double major triple quadruple sianz. i used to be scared. like at the beginning of each term, lookin at all the shit to do, i get scared and worried, wondering if i can cope with everything and whether it would be too difficult for my minute brain. but this term, i just feel more sian than anything. only 2 things to look forward to. firstly, my FT class on Thurs is filled with all my favourite boys! :yum1 secondly, well i’m not gonna share the second thing with you! :finger:<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
i always thought that i was bi, or at least marginally inclined towards the female gender. until last week. i got the shock of my life and realised that i’m really really completely utterly irrevocably straight after all. :buck1 haha moving on. i’m quite sad today actually. when i grad, i won’t get a job […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=199"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/199\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=199"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=199"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=199"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}