{"id":22,"date":"2004-06-22T22:27:01","date_gmt":"2004-06-22T16:57:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blackiris.fakedevil.com\/wp\/?p=22"},"modified":"2004-06-22T22:27:01","modified_gmt":"2004-06-22T16:57:01","slug":"i-can-predict-the-future","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/?p=22","title":{"rendered":"I can predict the future!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>hm feel chatty today. so many things to update!! so think this wld be a long entry?<\/p>\n<p>anwieas went to watch &#8220;Around the World in 80 Days&#8221; last Mon coz i volunteered to help out in the organising of the movie premiere to raise funds for DPA. the movie was entertaining, some parts quite funny, esp when u see the cameos. but hm typical Jackie Chan stuff i suppose, so not reallie worth more den $6.50. wah i kan cheong left work so earli, in the end jzu stone at Great World until the event started. it ended quite earli aso, i tot there would be stuff to do aft the movie but got nothin. hm FD was there with his family, think he and the lady-in-charge are good frens. he&#8217;s quite cool, and he and his kids are very affectionate even in public. how sweet.<\/p>\n<p>joined the Singtel SMS shootout on Sat. haha juz tot to join for fun since i dun use the dictionary, and er i tot i can sms pretty fast. haha was so happy when i typed the msg in like, less than the world-record timing lor. but jeez, apparently there are 125 other more ppl who could type it even faster!! my goodness!! so many ppl in SG msg without predictive txt and can do it so fast aso. damn so wasted. so disappointed. :pout1  tot if i can go finals, even if i&#8217;m last in the finals aso can win prize. now not even in the finals, so onli got 1 starbucks voucher. haha. <\/p>\n<p>aniweas Sunday i met up with Val. went to Excelsior Hotel for dim sum buffet. supposed to go Clarke Quay or smthin but she too lazy to walk. so i brought her there to try coz i aso nv been to this branch b4. wah er think we ordered too much? i ate until i wanted to puke lor!! :psycho1  we were tryin to come up with ways to hide the food, like puttin the char siew pau into the tea pot, droppin food on the floor &#8216;accidentally&#8217;, using the pau paper to cover the food, stuff lydat. nv felt so full in my life. goodness. hm she&#8217;s like attached now, to this 34 yr old guy!! was so shocked to hear that. he drives and has quite a steady income. but i nv expected her to be with some1 like him. and the age diff!! 14 yrs!! perhaps it&#8217;s juz not dat common a situation, esp if my fren is involved as well. hm for her sake, i hope dat it works out. but aft talkin abt her and him, i felt so acutely aware of how immature i am. reallie, think i haven&#8217;t grown up, so canot find a guy so much older den me! haha but yar, her thinkin, and her consideration for him (sinceh&#8217;s an older guy) is juz not wat i would consider. am i mkin sense? smthin lydat. but hm as long as she&#8217;s happy, which she seems like to me, den good for her.<\/p>\n<p>walked all the way to Marina Promenade aft dat to see yousep at the national canoeing competition or smthin. coz i tot i saw him earlier at City Hall, u can&#8217;t miss the trademark NY black top with some red\/gold chinese character on the back. but i wasn&#8217;t sure whether it was him and he was with frens, so i juz msged him later. and he called and said he would be there, and i said i would go look for him. oh wells, since i said dat, canot dun go mah, even tho i was quite stoned, and it was such a long walk under the hot sun!! the NY team was rite under Benjamin Sheares bridge lor!! i walked dat far lor!! aniweas juz chatted with him for a bit, it&#8217;s always nice to talk to old frens. :beam1<\/p>\n<p>met up with Jen yseterday. it&#8217;s true when they say dat it&#8217;s good if gals can get together to bitch abt their common ex. walau if we din talk, i wouldn&#8217;t hv known dat he used the same &#8216;trick&#8217; on her and dat he told us different things. haha thank goodness i was smart enuf to hv run away b4 anythin terrible happened. tho not fast enuf. lookin back it was such an immature time of my life (Well i dun seem to hv matured much! *gasp*) yar but aniwaes, i nv could understood why he liked me so much. like, apparently he hasn&#8217;t officially\/formally broken up with Jen yet, but he would rather ask me and not her to be his date for the prom. oh man. i&#8217;m not pretty or smart, i&#8217;m juz some normal nut lurkin around. yet he can still <i>not<\/i> be over me. and according to Jen, it&#8217;s becoz of the closeness we shared. erm i nearly choked on my passion fruit drink. haha wat closeness? my goodness, i nv felt anything and there has onli been 1 guy even in my life with whom i hv felt the closeness. wat kinda closeness can there be if we dun even like the same things?! yar but aniweas, he&#8217;s juz totally crap and a jerk. poor Jen, she knoes he&#8217;s an ass but she can&#8217;t get over him. i totally understand, esp when it comes to feelins, but still!! hello!! he&#8217;s reallie unbelievable lor!! dunno why she still likes him, shoot forgot to ask her wat she sees in him. i mean, it&#8217;s not like she has no tiao jian lor..think she quite pretty aso mah. oh wells.<br \/>\n<!--more--><br \/>\naniweas dun say ah..talkin abt good lookin ppl, RL is so cute now!!! grr!!! can&#8217;t stand it!!! shld hv said yes to him dat time. haha so wasted!! he&#8217;s not so nerdy now lor, change to contacts and somehow, his looks hv..matured? wah reallie lor&#8230;argh..and he&#8217;s into chinese gals! but shoot, his current gf is a chinese. think shld be quite serious lah coz he even flew to toronto last yr to see her, and they&#8217;ve been together for hm dunno half a yr at least. i dunno exactly how long, but it seems longer den his previous r\/s. so wasted!! wah can&#8217;t get over the fact dat he looks so good now. but coz he got gf, i shall not meet up with him liaoz hahaha. was thinkin abt it since he&#8217;s back in SG and he asked me but.. And coz i can&#8217;t get over the fact, i was tellin my colleagues durin lunch on mon dat i prefer ang moh guys. haha fine call me SPG i dun care. haha they say dun get german, american or british. hm defn not german for me, american okie lah, british i love their accent and humour!! hugh grant!! haha but hm i told them i prefer a Norwegian (RL) or Swiss (This)!! :heart1  haha er wait for RL to break up? haha so mean rite. hai~ den This..gone forever, gone back home. man he&#8217;s like cute and rich! and he has a house somewhere in the Swiss Alps or someplace where the rich famous ppl go for their winter ski holidays. man. and he&#8217;s blonde and blue-eyed. typical look but still cute! and rich! haha okie think he&#8217;s somewhere in NY now. not dat i&#8217;m ever gonna see him or talk to him again. argh forget it. <\/p>\n<p>in addition, not goin for exchange liaoz. thought long and hard abt whether i wanted to. scared of goin overseas all alone. skali go there and come back like wild child lydat haha. betta not. den i decided, heck the experience is good and wat&#8217;s there to lose? so i decided to go. reallie think hard alrdy abt where i want to go liaoz. China got 3 good unis, or Australia&#8217;s UNSW or Canada&#8217;s UBC. but damn shitty lor. turns out dat out of the 90 parner unis, 30 are not accepting applications for Spring 2005. and sway sway out of this 30 is the 3 China uni, UNSW and UBC. like wat the hell rite?! crap. hm i wished they had SFU or Brown on the list. man dat would reallie rock. aniweas now juz slack lor, coz not goin liaoz, nothin to do. waitin to see how the next summer pprogram is like, or worse come to worse, go for Fall 2005. din wanna go for Fall coz Jie hvin A Levels and i juz wanted to be around. if summer got UBC, good, but aso hard to get in lor. like, UBC leh..and as usual, alwayz look at results, contribution to sch blahblahblah. think my results CMI lor. and my contribution? hello, wat contribution?! nv do anythn lor. shoot. shld juz hv stayed on with the women&#8217;s soccer team. mebbe can be like sch team player liaoz lor, or at least got one lousy Cold Storage Competition to put on my record. argh. wasted. yar but see how lah. Mei says mebbe can put community involvement. haha yar rite, i chu qian not chu li, they where got want this kinda community involvement?<\/p>\n<p>talkin abt which, the child dat i adopted is waitin for her results to see if she can mk it to uni. din strike me how old she is till shan mentioned this to me. i mean, i alwayz knew she was abt my age, but like, she&#8217;s er 1 yr younger onli i think, and so grown up now alrdy!! felt so proud when i heard abt that, juz hope she can mk it to uni.<\/p>\n<p>got some more volunteer usher stuff for Wild R!ice and TheatreWorks. wonder whether i shld go? anyone wanna join me? got free show to watch haha. the TW woman haven&#8217;t replied me leh..and i dun wanna go WR alone.  <a href=\"http:\/\/starry.the-stargazer.com\" target=\"newwindow\" >evie<\/a> woman u free anot?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>hm feel chatty today. so many things to update!! so think this wld be a long entry? anwieas went to watch &#8220;Around the World in 80 Days&#8221; last Mon coz i volunteered to help out in the organising of the movie premiere to raise funds for DPA. the movie was entertaining, some parts quite funny, [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=22"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/22\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=22"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=22"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=22"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}