hm feel depressed but chatty. think it muz be PMS? except that this is the perpetual kind i think. had a huge fight with pa, but think it’s okie now. dun reallie feel like talkin much to him as yet, but see how. and within the space of a wk, i got pissed with Jie too. reallie, smtimes dun understand how he think the way he does. can’t he consider abt others besides his studies? it’s like, he cares abt his basketball, his sch work and most recently his most beloved gf. his family machiam like dun exist lydat. mebbe it’s juz me. i think i’m paranoid and naggy like old woman lydat. can’t he think abt his family more? dun understand u knoe, he can go out with gf like so many times, play in the bball competition dat tks up his nights, yet ask him to eat dinner with the family once in the whole 7 days of the wk and he say he needs to study coz got no more time liaoz. like wat the hell? get himself involved in so many things but got no time for family, wat is this? yar and smtimes i wish Mei din hv to work so much too. but bo bian, work is lydat. she even said she wanna ask her boss let her go China work leh!! hai~<\/p>\n
*why am i still feelin hungry even tho i juz finished dinner?* :eek1<\/p>\n
aniweas i talked to my buddy today!! hm wonder whether i mentioned it b4? i knoe i told some ppl but dunno whether i blogged abt it. my company has this buddy system to help new interns fit in. so on my 1st day of work, i met my buddy, this NTU guy in TQM. so the HR woman intro me to him, and told him mebbe he can follow us coz she bringin me to my dept. so he came over. den the HR woman brought me to see my assistant manager and i talked to her for like 1 min or so and when i turned around, my buddy had juz walked off without a word. can’t he even say like “i’m goin back to my work now” or “if u need anythin juz let me knoe” or smthin lydat. he juz nv say anythin and walked away. so i was kinda pissed with him. i mean, wat sort of buddy are you rite? so for the rest of the day and wk, he din speak to me at all, din come and find me or anythin. so i aso dun go talk to him lah! den today, i walked to the pantry and saw dat the lights in the entire TQM, CCMS, Legal, BD section were not on. and he was alrdy there workin liaoz! the onli one! in the dark! so i thought, aiya okie lah, go talk to him lor, at least now got a conversation topic, and also since it’s gonna be his last day here tmrw leh. so i went over and asked how come he’s workin in the dark and he said it’s okie. so den i asked which uni he’s from and which yr. yar dat’s abt it den i walked back. den gang qiao juz as i was goin home today i met him again at the lift. so he finally decided to smile and talk to me. the last few times he juz kan cheong kan cheong walk very fast, machiam like scared i’m gonna pounce on him lydat. haha yar so we talked abit b4 the other ppl came into the lift lor. damn so wasted if not can talk abit more. hm so mebbe xinni was rite aft all, she said he could be shy. but seriously, aft bein in the uni and company of gals for like 5 yrs at least, how shy can u be rite? shy aso can be frenly abit mah. hm mebbe i lveri scary face like this lah :psycho1 haha <\/p>\n
but somehow this incident with him made me think. smtimes in life, we dun tk the initiative to do smthin. by the time we do, it’s too late. like me and him. it’s not as tho i like him or wanna date him, but we can be frens. but becoz we both din talk to each other these 2 mths, and talk onli on the day b4 he’s gonna leave, there wun be any frenship. and it’s gonna be kinda weird for me to ask for his hp since we’re not dat close. yar but like, so wasted rite? we could hv been frens, whether close or not. but no chance of dat happenin now. yar so wasted, like if we dun grab the chance to do smthin, and juz try no matter how stupid we would seem or how stupid the outcome would be, u would nv knoe. aft all, wat’s the worst dat could happen?
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\nya and the lifts in my office!! i like workin on the highest floor, coz dat means i normally hv one floor worth of time to look at myself in the mirrors haha. dat’s in the mornin. in the evenins i hate it. bcoz i’m on the top floor, i’m the 1st in the lift, den the lift will stop everytime got ppl press. so ppl all wanna go home, so lift will alwayz stop den got more and more ppl. like today, so wasted nv talk more. hm but amanda, so far no ang mo guys ask whether i got my pay anot leh. haha. yar but yesterday had a chance to tk the lift with the cute ang mo guy! except i think he was rushin off to meet some1 :pout1 hm but aso got a chance to look at the cutest chi guy in ops durin the ride down for lunch hehe. but too bad he’s attached aso. shoot. oh forgot to say!! my buddy actually held the door open for me!! was like so damn shocked. since i started workin here, in lifts i normally hold the door for ppl. unless it’s like the main doors outside den ppl are generally nice and will hold the door alittle bit and not slam it in your face. but lifts they dun normally care. but hey, at least my buddy did!normally is i press the ‘open’ button and they all juz walk out and i’m the last to leave. i did the same thing again today, and juz when there were the 2 of us left, he went to press the button and let me out first. damn i’m such a sucker for guys lydat coz most guys dun do it.haha but he muz hv done it coz he din want me to knoe dat he was walkin another way. aiya long story and i’m prolly juz talkin rubbish. wonder whthr his boss HC is gonna treat him since his last day is tmrw? hehe wonder whether MY dept will treat me on my last day. haha but i’m gonna give them stuff, so if they knoe how to chou lang, den they prolly will lor, if not i will pengz. haha. not dat i’m expectin anythin lah, i’m juz givin them coz i think they’re all veri nice and sweet. and muz maintain the r\/s! den nxt time aft i graduate mebbe can get job here haha dat was wat my assistant manager said last wk. :beam1<\/p>\n
today at the busstop aso surprisingly managed to talk to the Pakistani guy from SSC. hm coz he’s normally on the fone mah, muz be with his gf. but he wasn’t today and we talked abit b4 she called! haha wasted again. he aso quite cute leh..hm but nah he’s juz nice and frenly like dat time he saw me struggling to move the heavy side table den he ran over to help.<\/p>\n
hm aniweas my entertainmt for the wk was zy. on mon when i was out with jen, we were talkin abt him and his sexual preference. i suddenly had this urge to msg him so i asked “are you gay?” he rang back like within less den a min and shouted “ni shen jing bing ah?!” into my ear. haha i’ll nv forget dat lor. but er in the end he din ans my qn at all!! haha hm smthin fishy goin on haha. ;grin1 <\/p>\n
oh yes i need a new hair band too!!! it broke n i keep usin super glue 2 glue it togewther for a grand total of 5 times!!! tried usin scotchtape but no can do. hm i reallie shld go get a new one. <\/p>\n
*why still so hungy?*<\/p>\n
*muz rem dat the guy in ICM is called Xing Hao. keep thinkin it’s smthin Xiong.*<\/p>\n
*muz go sleep soon so dat i can attempt to wake up and watch the Protugal-England match.*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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