{"id":252,"date":"2006-07-20T18:12:50","date_gmt":"2006-07-20T10:12:50","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/blackiris.fakedevil.com\/wp\/?p=252"},"modified":"2006-07-20T18:12:50","modified_gmt":"2006-07-20T10:12:50","slug":"sick-again","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/?p=252","title":{"rendered":"sick again"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>i realised dat the :pill: i&#8217;m takin for my flu is making my hands shaky. there i am holding onto the spoon, having juz scooped the soup from the bowl and about to move the spoon from the bowl to my mouth and i see my hands trembling slightly. omg :oogle:<\/p>\n<p>sick again cos i was just sick 2 wks ago and i thought i was ok and then it came back again, this time worse than before. :shake: was it cos i completed my antibiotics too late? ha but i hope i get well soon before i fly off! horrible feelin to be sick on holiday.<\/p>\n<p>am still having fun cos a break is always good, but i realised dat once in a while, i feel abit aimless? worthless? like no purpose in life u knw? everyday just wake up, watch the clock and realise that it&#8217;s time for going out, go out, come home, watch the clock and realise that it&#8217;s time for bed. it&#8217;s so aimless and purpose-less. can&#8217;t believe i would actually feel this way seeing as i&#8217;m such a pig and slacking is my fav pasttime. ha.<\/p>\n<p>i still cannot forget the fact that my dream bank didn&#8217;t want me this hols. Talking to Big Adrian last week suddenly made me feel like doing an additional internship at my dream bank next year before I start on my perm job.  i&#8217;m mad lah, but i reallie reallie wanna knw how it&#8217;s like to be in a bank, and in my dream bank especially. :sad1<\/p>\n<p>ok off to bath! :pill: is mkin me sleepy&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i realised dat the :pill: i&#8217;m takin for my flu is making my hands shaky. there i am holding onto the spoon, having juz scooped the soup from the bowl and about to move the spoon from the bowl to my mouth and i see my hands trembling slightly. omg :oogle: sick again cos i [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[7],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/252"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=252"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/252\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=252"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=252"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=252"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}