back after a hiatus! :beer:<\/p>\n
kinda tired right now so am not really in a blogging mood, but i thought i betta just drop a note here. i don’t think anyone reads it anymore, or don’t have the time to read it. have been wanting to blog, just that sometimes i’m too tired, or i just don’t know how to put into my thoughts into words. just never got down to it.<\/p>\n
exchange has changed me, not in an earth-shattering, lightning blazing omg-i-wanna-be-an-spg kinda way. just different thoughts and different feelings; the world has obviously continued to revolve while i slept for 5 months. which creates an unsettling feeling. because i left things as they were in august, but came back to different people different lives in december. and i dreamt beautiful dreams while overseas that are so hard to share and explain to the people back home.<\/p>\n
finally graduated!! feels weird. 18 years of school life has just slipped by and i don’t think i’m prepared to face the next phase of life. it’s scary, because it’s not protected school life and i don’t know what i’m going to face. i guess i don’t have to go on and on about why work life is scary and starting in a new school or starting a new school term isn’t. anyway, that is a long 4 months away. i need to try to make something out of this short freedom that i have. <\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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