like seriously screwed up lor. 3\/10. how bad is dat? totally ruined my mood on wed. felt so damn upset i wanted to cry. so scary cos i mean i’ve failed FA and MA b4 mah, and upset is upset lah, but i wun like want to cry or anythin. but it totally floored me. i din even felt like talkin. <\/p>\n
worst thing was everyone else did betta den me and i so did NOT<\/b> expect to fail. i mean okie i was bitchin abt it the nite b4, but aft sittin thru the MCQ paper, i tot it wasn’t dat bad. expected to at least pass. shit. even if it’s onli 5%. and it’s like a freakin MCQ lor. how can any1 fail an MCQ??!!<\/p>\n
so aft lookin thru the paper again, some qns i circled the right ans but thought too much and changed it. some qns i guess i reallie din understand wat i studied well enuf. shit. even if it’s onli 5% and the other 5% i’ve secured an A+ for, still cant stand the fact dat every1 is gonna score betta for this 5% den me.<\/p>\n
and the next is the midterm, which is a freaking 15%!! i’m startin to understand audit betta, but still not well enuf. i mean, okie even if i dun do as well as others, i want at least to not juz pass, but betta den a pass. B grade at least. shit. still got presentation in 2 wks. dunno how. so scared later ppl ask qns i canot ans. or i nv present properly. or wat. nv felt so kan cheong abt a presentation b4, even if it’s 2 wks away!! <\/p>\n
i dunno why i’m lettin this one failure gettin to me. prolly cos i reallie din expect it, and i reallie want to do much betta this term. i dun dare to hope but i want to try for dean’s list! can 1, sure can get there, eventually. but i hv to get pass audit first. *sigh*<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
like seriously screwed up lor. 3\/10. how bad is dat? totally ruined my mood on wed. felt so damn upset i wanted to cry. so scary cos i mean i’ve failed FA and MA b4 mah, and upset is upset lah, but i wun like want to cry or anythin. but it totally floored me. […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[10],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=54"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/54\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=54"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=54"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/caryn.6eptember.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=54"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}