gosh im so tired! i guess it’s a weekly thing for me. like start of the wk (Mon) is reallie bad cos u’re juz comin back from the wkend. then it gets betta. den towards the end of the work productivity drops again as u’ve expended all ur energy. haha mebbe im juz a lazy pig lah.
it’s a normal thing to stay late liaoz; even tho i’m an intern, i’m almost a part of the furniture and fittings in my office haha! like yesterday i left earli and jason was like “u’re leavin now?” machiam like so shocked cos i hvnt left earli for quite sm time.
ya talkin abt jason, he bought me breakfast yesterday w/o askin or anythn. juz buy and plonked it down on my table when he came. i offered to pay him back but he refused the money. and he had to spoil all the fuzzy feelin by sayin “actually i bought mine first. then i thought if i bought for myself and nv buy for you, u will nag nag nag again. so i went back to buy.” diaoz. he calls me an irritant and says i nag alot. bleah. the last time i whined to him abt breakfast, he went and bought breakfast for me the very nxt day i think. haha
anw gosh 2 wks left to the end of my internship. realie hard to believe that time has juz flown by. it was juz the end of April when i joined. when every1 else exams all still in progress, i’ve finished mine and started work. sux. reallie nt much of a break at all too. think i will miss the work wahahah! but i reallie feel unsatisfied/incomplete. i reallie wanna finish this program b4 i go, or i feel incomplete. haha normally i wld start smthn and nt finish it. but dunno why this time i feel the drive to wanna complete it. i guess cos i’ve been forced to be with it almost from the start, so there’s the attachment there. when i was handed the program, there was absolutely no info to start with. and it wasn’t moving at all. (IMHO the previous person was kinda lazy but that’s juz my own feelin). anw so yes from nothin, i helped to source and chase until smthin came out. until i can generate the whole comp and the whole package. so i realie wanna
finish the whole program b4 i go. at least send it out to the client. but it doesnt look like i can do dat, cos it’s still in the reviewing process. sigh. i feel very territorial and possessive abt this program haha! i dun wanna hand it over the the new associate to mk amendments! i wanna do everythin and tk it all the way thrU! she can juz do the submission! growls.
yea i feel unfinished aso cos i knoe my immed sup has a lot of o/s cases. and i dun seem to be helping her as much as i think i shld. reallie in half a mind to extend to the 12th or even the wk aft or smthn, juz to finish as much as possible. worst case scenario: end of Aug cos that’s the very last deadline we’ve got. i was reallie thinkin dat mebbe i can go in on my free days or smthn when sch starts juz to clear things up. haha. im mad yea. nt as mad as chinz tho but mad enuf.
oki i reallie need to slp. things to do tmrw: 2 submissions. finish up the horrible stock options case, i.e. do the disgustin cvr ltr. i alrdy knoe i’m gonna hv to spend a super long time on the para abt the stock options. argh. den i hv 2 other new tax comps to start on. shite. actualli it’s 3. oh f***. ok so i muz finish up the stock options case. den do the clearance case. den the other one. leave the last for nxt wk. and another o/s info one for nxt wk. okie nw i gotta go find a piece of paper to write this on. nitez!