gosh how many times must i say: i realli HATE cockroaches!!! :rant:

wat do cockroaches eat? was i killed by one in my previous life? i realli dunno why i hate them so much. and i especially hate it when i’m studying late at nite and the only one awake is me. shitamama. i spotted one crawling on the floor just 5 mins ago. there hasn’t been any in my hse for a very long time, unless it’s those tt fly in when it’s gonna rain. dunno where this dicko fly in from, if he really flew in. i was tryin to corner it and stuff newspapers under the door to prevent it from running into the rooms. so i sprayed. ok i may hate them but i do feel a bit guilty when i kill them. taking a life is bad wat, no matter how distasteful tt life form is. i think it’s sm where in the front room struggling now. haha madness lah, i can get an adrenaline rush from catchin and killin a cockroach!!

sianz dun feel like studyin now. my exams hv gotten progressively worse. i dread to think of hw AMA will be like on Fri.

Mon’s AA was ok. i think cos it was the first exam for this term for me, so i was really feelin very kan cheong b4 the exam. funnily enuf, i finished studyin quite early, i went to bed abt 2am even tho my paper was in the aftnn. u knw lah, aftnn paper can wake up later, unless u wanna wake up early to study. but i prefer to study later and wake up later. so ya. quite early alrdy. i think cos the prof was really helpful. not tt she gave us major hints or anything, juz tt u can refer to her past sem exam paper, which will pretty much be the same thing, so it was easy to prep and i discussed answers with yt last wk. hopefully my answers are ok and are what she expects. my prof quite particular one..haiz..banking on AA to pull up my GPA alrdy man. i only need a B+ for the exam paper!!

den IPR on Tues. okie so i slept even later den the previous nite cos trying to last min cram the proj presentations. at least the case study was 70%, so i could handle tt. basically juz say plaintiff can use this law this case but defendant can defend using this law this case. hopefully it’s correct; i basically juz copied from his notes and the group projects. the 30% question was shitty. i so didn’t expect such a open question. his past sem exam qn wasn’t anything like tt. i was totally lost. it’s like, the kinda qn where u can crap, but if u realie hv no knowledge of the law or anythin lydat, it’s so damn hard to crap! on hindsight, i shld hv expected something lydat, esp since he recently wrote a journal article with my ethics prof abt it. juz talk cock lor. i was reallie rambling, and talkin nonsense. seriously, juz whack without logic or law. shit. the 70% qn more or less completed, but i didn’t hv the time to go back and touch up. i didn’t finish the second qn, obviously. luckily only 30% but again i really need B+ for this. shit it’s a 50% exam paper. means agar-agar muz score B+ for the exam paper to score B+ for overall grade rite? ahhhhh i hope he’s lenient!!

today one lagi worse. ethics. wtf. I HV NO ETHICS!! do wat sai rite? slept so late last nite tryin to do last min revision cos i neglected this subj during study week. i expected advertising, just not tt aspect of advertising. stupid me. considering the textbk discussion was abt targetting advertising, i shld hv known. but we didn’t really discuss the textbk wat. and of course, i further shot myself in the foot by not reading my textbk, so i didn’t use any arguments in the txtbk. ok the txtbk arguments were not ethical theories, but they made sense nonetheless, except tt i din know they exist so i din pt them in. my proj was on bribery, so it was quite expected tt i would pick tt qn aso. but i was really talkin nonsense. i had my proj report with me, but i wasn’t sure if i was allowed to copy wholesale. all the plagiarism and copyright rubbish. study too much IPR liaoz. thinkin abt it now tho..hmm…seeing tt the report was a group effort, means i hv joint copyright in it. means i am a joint owner and i shld be allowed to reproduce it rite? but i don’t think i can license any1 else to reproduce it. crap i 4got laioz. exam yest and i 4got alrdy haha. ya but i dare not copy so i tried to write in my own way. which is really f-ed up. 70% essay qn ok. wtf. the worst thing is tt i din even finish all my qns. come on lor, 1.5 hrs, 2 essay qns, where got time? i stopped my advertising qn to focus on bribery since it commands a higher percentage. shit lah. it was so bad tt i didn’t even know wat i was writing, and i had to stop countless times to think (stopping countless times in a 1.5 hr exam is deep shit!) and i was kinda juz hoping tt time will juz pass quickly so i can juz hand in my paper. the more i thought abt the qn, the more i wrote, the more i seemed to be rambling. even if this shitty 1.5 hr paper is only worth 25% of my grade, i really need at least a B. the other components of this mod quite sucky liaoz leh..ok i think if my exam agar-agar get B shld be ok. damn the sch and those philosophers for making me do this. i hv no ethics. i dun give a rat’s ass if there’s bribery, child labour, sweat shops, watever. as for privacy, as long as u dun tell me dat u are infringing on my privacy. as far as i’m concerned, ignorance is bliss.

ah Fri’s paper. AMA. machickeneh. he nv tell us our grades so far so i don’t know where i stand. it’s 30% paper tho. sooo means i shld approx need B or B+ for the exam? haiz sianz reallie dunno wat he will ask. and damn scared cos one of his qns will hv some “number crunching”. shit my numbers sux; i totally forgot wat i learnt in MA and i confirm+guarantee+chop he will sure ask abt variance. ok u can say i shld study variance, but harlow, no time to pick up one sem’s worth of work in 2 days. if it’s really simple variance i think i can handle. i hope it’s not budgeting. dat is damn bad la; i can buang tt qn if it’s budgetting. crap considering hw much i spend, hw am i suppose to knw how to budget rite? :whatever: