an·tic·i·pa·tion (n-ts-pshn) n.
1. The act of anticipating.
2. An expectation.
3. Foreknowledge, intuition, and presentiment.

This is the week when I would have to make decisions that would can change my uni education and, quite possibly, my life. haha no lah i’m not going to quit school and have kids and get married, in that order. :tongue1

told jason to pay for my ticket to visit him in canada, but he refused. asked if we could stay in his house, he refused. bah! somemore ask us to go visit him!

spent the last weekend, and quite possibly a few hours previously worrying about useless stuff. yes thankew i’m stupid and think too much about stupid things. nvm it’s solved now. hopefully everything else can now proceed smoothly.

made 2 big mistakes this few weeks. but if u dun make mistakes, u dun learn. so now i know. i promise won’t do it ever again, not that i would have a chance to do so anyway. even if she doesn’t see this, thanks liting for listening to me. you’re the don’t-tk-no-nonsense-or-shit bitch dat i always go to when i need to do horrible stuff haha.

my dream bank doesn’t want me. :sad1 they want me but they don’t want to wait for me. sobz. waiting for another decision from them, but i was thinking, even if they accept me for this, there may be other complications. so it’s betta that they don’t accept me right? then i can go apply to my substitute alternative bank in a department where they will need me. or maybe i can go back to where i started out, if they have the capacity to take in an intern.

options. choices. decisions. everything depends on this Wed. to accept my dream bank’s internship offer (assuming they do accept me)? to apply to my substitute alternative bank? to apply for summer term? to take up additional language course? to take up additional IT courses? :eek1 pls pray for me ok? pray tt everything will fall into place nicely and i can get what i want.

WEDNESDAY 22nd March 2006!!! stay tuned to the life of Fidget Jones Diary :tongue1 haha so cold…