it’s so sad – this sem all my entries either begin or end with the word “sian”. really wonder what’s wrong with me. am i just exhausted or just lazy? must be lazy haha.

juz kena nagging by my mummy, cos i got no more honours, not even third class. mother refused to believe me when i say it’s impossible to get third class honours unless i get A+ for all my subjects from now onwards. sian. dun even knw if i can get high merit, seeing as this term is so gonna pull all my grades down, esp with AFA.

it’s like, tmrw is a long day so i gotta study for AFA today cos the stupid quiz is on Wed. was supposed to study but i had an early day, came home, and slept the whole afternoon away while the rain was pouring outside. woke up and ended watching the Spurs-Man Utd match after dinner, which was a good match either because i hvn’t watched soccer for so long, or because both sides needed to win. THEN aft the match..i was too sian.. and distracted..maybe i juz cant study at home..caught glimpses of the everton-chelsea match, and ending up reading my TWC readings!!! can u believe it! TWC is on Thurs, i can read it aft AFA on wed, i can even not read it and still be able to say something in class. but i was so sian and i wanted to at least spend the time doing something useful so no choice but to read TWC. don’t ask me read AFA; it’s no use reading since practising is the key.

really dunno issit bcos i’m lazy+slack (which is highly likely) or issit becos i spent the last whole week staring at AFA so now it’s just so repulsive, vomit-inducing, irritating to even pick it up again since i spent so much time on it last week that i’m just so tired of it now. die alrdy, think even red clothes or underwear won’t help much! :what:

anw, nv talk in class today leh. nothing to say, nothing to ask. was again distracted by my lappie. and the prof’s qns were abt philosophy!! :cuckoo: what sai??? nvm my excuse is that i cannot whack anyone now until my presentation is over in case those ppl whack me during my presentation. haha so i can keep quiet for now until aft week 11.