i’m veryyyyyyyyyyy sleepyyyyyyyyy. but i hv 2 more chpts of IPR to go. sigh. dunno wat i’m doing here. weird though, IPR (intellectual property rights), AA (advanced auditing) and AMA (advanced management accounting). out of this 3, i actually prefer studying IPR, followed by AA and AMA is last. somehow reading the AMA book mks me super tired and sianz. AA is a bit boring when it talks abt the really technical part, but i’m ok with it cos it kinda makes sense and i sorta understand what it’s talking abt. IPR is best. i think cos of the way the text is structured.

coke light’s back in the house. i’ve been drinking it to keep awake. ok yes, i know it’s bad cos of smthn but i cant rem wat now. but hey at least it’s “light” k..means..no sugar? no calories?? when i brought it back to the room the other day with lunch (i’m kinda like the unofficial dapao aunty) YT was like “coke light again?” in tt kinda tone tt suggested i was guzzling beer or snorting coke rather den drinking it (haha funny anot?? me drinking not snorting coke!)

my toe nail broke. very pain :err1 i hope it grows back soon. scared tt i would catch some disease cos it’s an open wound or smthn. at the moment i’m only left with 1/4 of my nail!!

read TODAY last wk, on friday i think. there was some study results tt said tt you can get mouth cancer or smthn lydat from oral sex!! haiyo so sad!! i’m so disappointed!! no more oral! :shake:

today’s Life mentioned abt some sms service in england tt will shorten the bard’s works into sms form. like “romeo, remeo where for art thou romeo” would become “romeo, romeo – wher4 Rt thou Romeo” omg. and this is even worse – “to be or not to be, that is the question” would be come “2b? Nt2b? = ???” :what: omg ok i’m not a shakespeare fan ok. i just read his works cos i’m a lit student. but to see it reduced to such a state? i was horrified to read abt it. it totally takes away the whole meaning of such an important well known line. i dun give a rat’s ass tt it helps students to learn better. what rubbish. he did not write such plays and have such lines reduced to insignificant rubbish nonsensical short form symbols. what “?”!

wtf? i juz spent like 10 minutes filling up this survey form cos got prizes to be won and then at the end, it says “thanks you for your participation. winners will be drawn on 10 Nov 2005.” wtf? it’s like 18 nov liaoz lah!! blardy shit. the link still on the page – shld be taken down alrdy wat!! and the survey itself nv say got closing date wat. ok yes the idiots among u will say i shldnt be so gian png. but this is not wat. u see contest u join. most contests will hv closing date wat. if close liaoz im not so stupid or gian png as to join wat. no closing date sure submit wat. machickeneh waste time onli. :rant:

nvm i shall resolve to be in a good mood today. i was happy juz now k. got tix to sleeping beauty hiak hiak. :grin1 and cat 1 at tt!! woot!! luckily shiuan agreed to cat 1 haha. if not i wld be soooo sad. so means im gonna be watching 2 productions in dec!! one after the other!! yayness! only problem is all the shows are on now, and only run till early dec, and i so don’t have the time to go watch them. so many big productions tt cost a lot…so sad. :pout1

anw i was so happy aft gettin the tix tt i forgot to get lunch haha. supposed to get subway meal..but den i forgot and walked off. cos im alone in sch mah den dun wanna leave my stuff in the room and go get food but yet dun wanna lug all my baggage to get food. anw nvm, frens juz walked in. no more silent study grr. i can’t study with so many ppl around. esp since they discussing proj. :sad1 no choice not my room.

OOOH HOT NEWS!! pls check out these sites. POSB and UOB. interest rates are gg up. interbank rates at 5 yr high and savings interest rates also up. well this means stock market wun do as well, but not dat i care cos i dun buy shares haha! pls save!! and this goes to show tt campus accounts are the best!! high interest, discounts at participating merchants and points. fantastic stuff. campus acct is like 0.75% man dats so high!! save more $$ ppl!! u can gimme yr money to save aso!! :grin1

haiya shit lah how to save when i’m in a spending mood?? feel like buying a lot of things!! went to u2/g2 warehse sale the other day so got quite a bit of tops and skirts and cheap prices! much cheaper den at the store!! woot! so now i got new clothes for work :wink1 but i wanna get new shoes now!! the kind where the front is covered, ie yr toes are covered, and there’s a strap at the back. how where got sale??? i dun wanna spend more than $30 on this!! den xmas is coming! all the xmas shopping, presents and donations!! (if u wanna pool yr money to do some kinda charity for xmas, lemme knw. i’m looking at doing a few stuff. if u dun msg me i will go find you when i need $$ haha! mebbe if i hv time i will put up a new page soon) how to save lydat?? why int rates go up at this time??? :blank1

anw i betta get back to studying. muz try and finish this bk by today. can can can?? den i’m gonna go get cake from a shop tt was recommended by Urban. will tell u if it tastes good! :yum1

why is it tt the ppl whom i wish would date me, wouldn’t? but the people whom i don’t wish to date, would want to do so? and i hate it when i’m questioned about my reasons for not wanting to meet up. :rant:

sianz. still like got so much shit left. where got time to study. :mad1 as wat xb says, seems like studying in wk 12 is just an ideal. everytime i think i finish smthn and can start on studying for exams, smthn new comes up. or the old smthn needs editing/revisions/amendments/whatever. do and do aso canot finish. now still got 1 assignment and 1 project left. won’t be done till next wk. hope i dun get screwed during the presentation. scared the prof ask qn and insist tt i answer and dun allow my grp mates to ans. dat was wat he did for another grp. :eek1

The Lacoste Essential advert is a very effective one. u know, the one with the guy jumping from one ‘pillar’ (i dunno wat u call tt structure lah) to another while looking at the waves in the sea. honestly, i stupidly do not understand the whole point of the advert. but there the guy is, wearing a green shirt, looking at the waves which are so green, and the lacoste croc is green, and the bottle of the cologne is so green as well. all the colour stuff. den he’s grinning so widely. not the fake, i’m-doing-this-for-the-money-so-u-betta-quick-go-buy kinda smile. and the music! so happening! mks me wanna juz dance/jump out/go buy the cologne (not necessarily in tt order).

And the Tiger Beer ad. ok lah abit duh but bcos of Jessica Alba who is sooooo chio, i say it’s a fantastic ad! :yum1

er the ILOVECHILDREN advert abit funny leh. haha must have such an advert and song AND WEBSITE to encourage ppl to hv kids. haha but the little tot in the advert very cute!! the one try to walk but tumble on the bed one. soo cute!! :tongue1

6 wks to XMas!!!! i want a cookbook!! the one tt was reviewed in 8 days last wk. the one tt comes with a dvd of the chef preparing a recipe. anw 2 different horoscope readings tell me to not go xmas shopping yet. haha so aft exams in dec den go shopping lor. actually i wanna buy new shoes for work..but no sale leh..so expensive.

wah Subaru Challenge! the winner i know one leh. haha ok lah my ex-colleague. dunno her personally, juz smile when we meet only. wah win 2 cars leh like how shiok man. me and SM say will sell 1 and keep 1 sia. gd money. haha but i’m nt interested in this kinda thing man. too pig liaoz. ask me join TAR still ok haha.

so many decisions to mk – tmr, fri, sun, mon. i wish time can just stop so i can dun hv to do all my hw, and can just study for exams first. :shiftyeyes:

seriously, what’s with the bombings? how can they do this to their own people? not that i would ever go to Bali lah..it’s not one of my dream destinations, but it is quite expected that tourism would have improved and then they decide to hit again. and they blame the westerners for their poor living conditions and lives and poverty etc. when they hurt themselves.

saw the report in Life on Sunday abt fake signatures on credit cards? gosh i wonder if i shld ever try that..i think i will be hauled to jail! esp since every1 would be on the alert now. but darn funny lah..sign as “superman” or “miss piggy” or “madonna” on the charge slip. haha..what shall i sign on mine? britney? raine? rainbow? wahahha! but i think if i were to be in the svc industry, i would be quite mad with the recent reports in the papers. first it was the thing abt bad service. then now this. seems like if i were a svc industry person, i muz watch out for so many things!!! where got time and energy esp if it’s the busy period with lotsa customers?? not tt i’m on their side lah..i’ve had my fair share of bad service. mind u i’m alwayz nice to them k, even when i’m in a pissy mood. i alwayz say “sorry” b4 i ask a qn, and alwayz thank them aft they ans me. and if my card were to be stolen, i would want them to be vigilant too!

anw, went and bought myself some earrings today. costume ones lah..not even real silver but 1 buck for a pair only, so i’m happy! i onli hope it doesnt like, spoil so fast or so easily. dats the problem with cheap stuff. the funny thing is, cheap stuff tends to break down easily. yet conversely, it doesn’t mean that expensive stuff are good or do not break down easily. why leh?

tryin to do research now for projects. i realised i still have a lot of stuff left to prepare for my bday. i didn’t know until juz now. anw, hv to clear projects first, esp ethics. sux like shit. horribly difficult qn. but i think the projs i’m doin this sem like quite interesting lor, so it’s fun to read up and..find out more. sigh. now if i can only apply the same interest to my readings. somehow, it’s different when you read textbooks and when you read stuff online that you’ve found thru research.

see..i hv AA, den ethics, den AA talk, den AMA interview. this wkend, will hv another AMA tk home test. gotta finish both AMA and ethics by next Fri. sux like crap. :shake:

okie so mebbe i’m in a pissy mood again. :rant: sue/shoot/whatever me okay. but if you’re ONLINE it means u’re free to talk what. there is a reason why there is a BUSY mode rite?! if u’re BUSY u put BUSY lah! den at least i know u busy i won’t dare to msg u. even if i do, at least i’m prepared that u will tk a longer time to reply me or smthn. rather den u put ONLINE and i happy happy msg u but u tk so long to reply me and sound all busy and bothered and pissed and cut me off halfway. :cuss:

anw, went for singing rehearsal juz now. like madness lah. since when can i sing? i thought it was just like the normal ward tours with percussion instruments, so when Pat asked me, i agreed lor. den suddenly when i went today, he said i must sing! wth. like the other 2 volunteers there are like..seasoned singers? they sound so good lah! what alto, soprano, tenor, bass. it’s quite depressing and demoralising actually. Nick says i’m just a “monotone” haha! which i so agree lah seriously, since i can’t sing. dunno wat i’m doing there. but nvm lah i had fun actually. i mean, i suck at singing but i still do like to sing. haha doesn’t mk sense lah rite? mebbe i’m like those AMI/SI rejects who still want to continue singing and insist that they can sing even tho the judges booted them out??? haha! i’m lookin forward to unleashing my horrible singing prowess on the kids! haha! :cool1

well, went to the AA’s Jazz Nite last Sat aso as part of volunteer work. it was quite a cheater actually..cos u don’t actually have to pay so much for the tix! Tix were at $45 or $65 depending on whether or not you were a member. But if u entered the park by the back way (not the front arch where they collected the moneY) u can actually just go in for free lah. the music was pretty cool..some parts were alrite but other parts rock. i loved the jazz rendition of..shucks wats the title of dat song? the one by Stephen Bishop from the Tootsie soundtrack? it was so good i got goosebumps! anw we were all starving cos we didn’t have dinner and the food there was so exp!! luckily towards the end of the event, as the ppl were clearin food, they gave it to us free! like how shiok man! it was food from Michaelangelo okie! dun pray pray ah! :thumbup:

so wat else hv i been busy with? can’t seem to think now. am. so. tired. been up since this morning and had the ACL test. hope i can pass. hoping to do well so that at least part of my grades are assured. but i doubt leh. my class got so many other zai grps. dun think my grp is dat good. juz hope i get..a minimum of B? yea dat shld be gd enuf.

in the past one month or so, i dunno why but i’ve suddenly realised that hving a car can be very irritating as well? it sux like crap when u can’t find a parking space and have to circle round the darn carpark for ages to find a free lot. and nowadays, those HDB or shopping centre car parks all pay by cash card, so u can’t even mark up yr marking coupon! so the moment u enter, they start charging u, but becos u can’t find a lot and drive around countless times, it’s like 15mins to half an hr b4 u finally get a lot and utilize the carpark. but by then it’s too late cos they would hv charged u!! for circling round the darn place! even tho u din use any lots! but sometimes it’s like how shiok to hv a car to go anywhere and everywhere man. sigh.

okie i think i reallie need to crash. :blank1

wahlau i am like how stoned now. trying to fill up a grant application form for MFG just now. first time doing this. blardy difficult lah! :rant: okie lah it’s part of what i’m supposed to do, but really, do those guys really need all these info from us? how do they really evaluate us and decide whether we deserve the grant?

Parkway Holdings bought a 31% stake in a Malaysian medical group, Pantai Holdings. apparently Parkway’s gearing is likely to be affected after this buy. now what the hell is gearing, i totally forgot. amount of..equity to debt. so if you need to compare Parkway and a competitor, say Raffles, cannot just compare like that, cos confirm Parkway gearing sure a lot higher, but it’s due to their buy in the M’sian company. which may not be that bad in the long run cos they are expanding to the region. so much money to expand, why don’t use the money here and reduce medical costs? and how come Pantai Holdings managed to do so well this year? not that i have any time to go check any financial results.

also, apparently, aviation industry is doing badly cos of oil prices. so they must increase ticket prices. but really, oil costs mk up how many percentage of their total costs? actually i dunno exact figure but i think it’s not much lah. haha! and then i read about some..SQ and Qantas stuff sometime during the past few days. something abt how Qantas handles the baggage in Australia for SQ but contract end and they never renew, so..SQ in SG decide not to renew Qantas contract in SG aso. or something lydat. cannot remember already lah. then i suddenly thought abt the BA strikes. one small decision can affect a lot of other operations in one airline/company. skali no1 handle baggage, all baggage handlers go on strike, baggage all lost. who lose most money? issit airline? but then airline always transfer the costs to consumers, so consumers die.

intellectual property rights. protecting whose rights? for whose good – mine or the big companies?

wah!! people got charged in court for making racist comments on their blogs!! apparently the court used dunno which Act to charge them. this Act came into effect a million years ago but was never used. jiak lat!!! now canot anyhow scold people liaoz!!! watch out amanda!! haha!! so how much can i say here? if i really don’t like, don’t complain to my diary den complain to who? don’t like don’t read my diary lah!! there was some debate abt this right – whether a blog is really pte or not, not that i can remember the actual conclusion. but i betta be careful now liaoz ah!! so canot scold ppl you know in case they see your blog, cannot make racist comments, cannot do this cannot do that, blog for wat?!

why am i rambling? :cuckoo: i aso dunno. i just talk but never think. got fed up with filling up the grant appln form, so i went to surf the net. now i’m too tired to complete the rest of the form. i shall do it tomorrow. tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow, tomorrow always never comes. g’nite. :pity:

P.S. i dunno who the hell reads this but if i ever complain here about how i can’t seem to start on my readings, pls be nice and msg me on MSN or SMS me to scold me can pls? nag and push me!!! so much shit to study. damn sian.

i wonder if any1 can read this, and whether it is on the new template. BH helped me change me template – thanks a bunch!! :buck1 it was supposed to auto redirect itself but it doesn’t seem to be working?

anyway i’m feelin happy today. don’t ask me why. it’s prolly just PMS-ing again. i swear it’s starting to be perpetual for me. like before my period came i was horribly mad at my sibs. then after it came i was horribly depressed and upset. and today i’m happy. it’s just my mood swings. gosh i really wonder what would happen if i one day became pregnant. what if i get post-natal depression!? :shake:

haha anyway the week went pretty well. maybe cos i knew it was gonna be my second last week haha! or maybe cos i had cleared most of my stuff. let’s see now, i met up with YY after like a million years. it was fun but tiring; i was pretty tired the whole of this week. then there was a night of endless talking on the phone – gosh i just love talking! was rushing the NOR deadline on Fri aso, and aso cos my boss was clearing all her stuff b4 she goes on leave nxt week, so that means i gotta rush all her stuff aso. then oh yeah i had free breakfast again from jason. i think it’s starting to be a weekly ritual. last week was mac, this week was toast. it was yummy though! i didn’t had breakfast before i went to work, so it was a great treat! but super unhealthy man – it was toast with LOADS of butter just oozing out and kaya and sugar. *yum* i so wanna eat it again. told mum and she was craving for it too! haha :yum1

went to pick up 1 guitars and a keyboard for MFG. yes i really do love all my sponsors cos they’re just sooo nice. but campaigning (?) isn’t over yet. we still don’t have enough guitars, i think we need about 2 more so i’m gonna have to call up more people. shucks i know i shouldn’t be saying this, ok maybe i shouldn’t say it here. :zip1

anyway, been thinking quite a bit lately. about a lot of things. pat and evie broke up, so i think they’re both pretty upset. and i don’t know what to do except to just listen. it’s hard when you know the both of them, though of course i would lean towards evie’s side since i knew her longer.

and, okay this is not related to anyone of you reading this ok because noone will know who i’m talking about. but how can anyone love more than one person at a time?

and i absolutely hate bitches who go after another guy who is attached. please, if i do this next time, please do me and the whole world a favour by clobbering me over the head or something. i know sometimes it’s hard, especially when you really feel very strongly about the other person. and it does take 2 to clap. so the guy who is attached is also an asshole. i can really feel the pain of the gal who found out that her boyfriend cheated on her. and i’m really very scared that i will end up with such a loser boyfriend next time. Mei insist that i will prolly be the one who cheats, but i highly doubt it lah. it’s just not me. i would love too deeply. yeah but i can feel it all too deeply – the betrayal and pain of finding out that your bf cheated on you. god how can anyone do that? why can’t you just break up before you go out with another one? and how can you jump so easily from one to another?

yea oh well..i had my heart broken later in the week as well. my gorgeous friend has found a gf! haha and another 2 of my friends have gotten together as well. can’t wait to see them when school starts. it’s funny though how you can see people around you falling in and out of love. and it just happens so easily.

oh well. that’s just the tip of the ice berg of what bothers me. i slept so much today! it was so darn shiok cos it was raining. the past few weeks, it reallie sucked like mad. like when you wake up for work and realise that it’s raining cats and dogs but you absolutely just have to get out of bed and go to work for the whole darn day. gross.

anyway, looking forward to next week! to the end of work!! haha it’s strange though, that when i tell people i’m looking forward to it, they either say “I thought you liked your work?” (this from my close friends) or “You looking forward to school?” (this from the people i’m not really close to.) yeah i do love my work. i like what i’m doing and up till now, i’m still learning. there’s just so much to see and learn. but i’m drained. yea i know, young people nowadays just cannot make it. tired so easily. i just want a holiday. i don’t really look forward to school. i mean, who does? another semester of mugging. i’m tired of studying, of trying to work so hard and yet getting nothing in the end. well yea i know you have to work hard all the way to get the grades in the end, but it’s just so tiring to have to keep it up, to have to fight with other people, to have to do so darn well to get those bloody grades. it sux. i’m just tired of mugging and not getting any results in the end. like last semester. tired of it all. i’m going to bed. nitez!

eh hw this is VERY BAD leh!! i hv a VERY BIG PIMPLE on my nose!! and it’s been there for a million yrs!!

so many ppl hv mentioned it to me! and today damon asked hw come it’s nt gg away. he said he’s seen me 3 times over quite a long period, and it’s been there for all 3 times. and today my mgr asked me “ni hao mah? how’s my work, can i cope with it? ni shi bu shi hen stress, zuo dao shen pimple chu lai?” wah best lah! so i asked her whether company got sponsor pimple cream anot haha.

got another talk from jason again today. hai actualli he does mk sense but we hv different pt of view lah. nvm i did smthn bad today. well nt dat it’s bad since my snr authorise me to do it.

i stayed late again last nite to finish sm stuff. cos there was a a long meeting cum bday celebration in the aftnn, so dat wasted abt 2 hrs. and a lot of la la za za things kept coming up so i din finish wat i set out to finish in the morn. anw my snr told me dat i can pass sm data entry stuff to the new associates, ie the new perm staff, ppl who juz joined the firm but are considered higher ranked den me. cos im onli an ASSISTANT associate, but they’re associates alrdy. but my snr say i can pass sm to them, esp if it’s juz keying in of info, den i wun be so bogged down. so today i pass lor!! haha i pass one file over. felt quite bad tho..and paiseh..when i left the associate was still ard leh!! alamak..machiam like i slack lydat..but reallie got stuff to do lah..and if i can clear this prog quickly, den i can help my immed sup more. i’m hired to help her but i feel dat i assist others more den i assist her. growls. but her work aso very funny lor. smtimes alot come in at one shot. smtimes relalie got nothin to do. even now still lydat. grrrr.

seems like there wun be an extension of dateline. 31 jul is the max. and since i’m gonna be leavin wk aft dat, it’s best if i can finish all b4 i leave, den wun be so difficult to pass over. so yea, still rushin stuff.

one last thing b4 i leave – moral of the day : don’t fight if u’re obviously in the wrong. if u knoe dat the accusations thrown at u is the truth, dun bother gg to court and pai seh urself even more!! :eek1

Retail therapy is really good. shoppin is gd for health, really. finally got a black jacket for work and a very cool bag. kept starin at funny designs..well funny in dat nt many ppl can carry it off, and i’m defn NOTone of them. well, LL wears it and looks really cool, so i thought i wanna give it a shot too. but i cmi lah. but im like totally broke. everythn is so exp. lunch, transport, hvin a social life.

there was supposed to be a hot lunch on monday, but it was a total flop. dinner was betta, and it was good, cos seansean and i hvnt seen each other for soooo long. oh we looked at the trains in the kids section of the dept store. there was this really huge display, with really long tracks that move in a continuous loop, and this long cute train dat was moving, so we were juz wonderin wat it wld do when it reaches the bottom level. wld it stop or go up? anw smhw there’s a little smthn on the track dat made the train move in a diff direction. hard to explain unless u see it.

anw work’s been busy. still concerned abt my charging. my cookie jar is dwindling, bcos there’s not more OA! sux. and i’m workin alone on a program, so quite busy aso. and yes i brought work home this wkend. can u believe it? im mad. oh went to meet a client on thursday. yea well if u’re in audit it’s no big shit, since u obviously hv to go client’s office a lot. but nt for tax, and defn nt at my level i suppose. at least i think the rest hasnt been to one yet. so i was pretty excited and nervous abt it. but it was cool, the client was really nice and friendly. i was reallie glad and thankful and appreciative that my snr actually brought me along. :smile1

btw, sad to say but Revenge of the Sith wasnt dat gd. it was okie lah, me being a fan and all, but i expected a bit more. mebbe i was too tired and cldnt enjoy it properly. or mebbe it was juz movin a tad too slowly for my liking. and i wasnt satisfied with the way anakin crossed to the dark side. abit duh, abit too swift, and doesnt really mk sense to me. like ya i knoe he’s been tempted since Ep 2 but like all of a sudden he juz jumps over? it juz seems like lucas spent so much time spent in building up his ‘defect’ (It’s called defect rite?) dat he got sian and juz decided to heck it and anyhw juz let him jump over for no reason. and yes im a romantic but i hated the love scenes. like hello, listenin to the 2 of them tryin to argue abt her beauty so doesnt do it for me. and since when can u run dat fast with 2 kids inside u? and sorrie to say aso, christensen’s acting sux. doesnt emote enuf. but his bod was HOT! :yum1 sorrie aso dat im bein such a narrow-minded ass but when Obi-Wan grabbed Anakin in the lift shaft and den ltr told Anakin dat he loved him, all i could think of was “oh they’re gay!!” and i thought of Frodo and Sam. haha sorrie man can’t help it. was there sm news article dat said dat there was a singaporean workin behind the scenes of this trilogy? mebbe there were a few Buddhist singaporeans on the prodn crew or smthn – first there was Naboo, den Padme and now Mustafa. sad lah, dat the trilogy had to end like that.

anw so many movies i wanna watch!!! but movies are so darn exp nowadays. gosh i guess piracy is the way to go nw man. so doesnt help dat they are increasin prices to mk up for the loss of profits due to piracy but it juz mks ppl all the more not wanna watch. anw charlie and the choc fty. gosh i loved dat bk when i was young. isn’t it reallie cool? to go into a choc fty and stuff. yea sean say wanna go watch aso..even tho i was thinkin of ‘saving’ it for rob. cos ya hv to watch movie with him lah. ya and i wanna watch initial d to see wat the hype is all abt. but it’s reallie a teen/chick flick and so nt worth the $$ watchin at the cinema lah. think i muz go find pirated ones haha! :buck1

wahahah!!! juz feelin very happy..

well actualli i went down to get ma ti su, den come up and will meet the rest for lunch ltr. it was quite paiseh actualli, cos it seems like i gg for long lunch? and it din help dat i saw so many ppl from my office along the way. growls. budden on the way back, i met my snr i.e. my immed supervisor. well i think she gd mood today, cos when i passed a file to her b4 i went downstairs, she looked quite okie leh..nt like yesterday…so on the way back from gettin my ma ti su, we met each other, and she actualli said one of these days we shld go for lunch! and she said hw abt nxt wk? i was so stunned! so of corrs say okie lor.

im happy cos i was plannin on askin her out to lunch liaoz. den mei say my work so bad, no pt i ask ppl out to lunch, i shld juz focus on doin my work properly. n it mks sense lah. like no pt doin PR when my work sux. so nw dat she actualli asked me, great!! so aft this, i can ask other ppl out for lunch liaoz..like my other snrs…

met daryl and jun along the way. i was kinda stoning/dreamin when i realised it was him.

well i tot i cld escape back to the office unseen, but horrors! i stepped out of the lift and saw the whole gang of snrs frm jason’s team. and of course they saw me with the plastic bag and asked wat it was. and of course silly jason knew i was gg for long lunch. but hm they, or rather SM quite nice lah. she asked whether i wanted to join them for lunch. horrors! smthn juz occurred to me!! did my immed sup ask me for lunch nxt wk cos she tot i normally eat lunch alone?! cos i was holdin the plastic bag mah..mebbe she tot i eat lunch alone..mebbe she saw jason with his snrs and tot i go alone?! gosh so sad. hw embarassing. aiya nvm lah at least can go for lunch liaoz, dun care wats the reason.

pissed with my sys this morn. cldnt gen my stuff. lt8r aft lunch gotta check with another snr abt the sys. grrrr waste time onli. okies i betta go settle my timesheet now!