gone with the wind again

aww man, one wk break juz flew past like that. and i slacked thru it all!! feel so guilty man..everyone seems to be super enthu abt studyin, gg all the way back to sch to study!! *gasp* wats gg on?!

aniweas..i slacked thru it..tried to do my 4 journals..and now dat the break wk has gone, i realised dat i actualli hv a lot of shit to do. and i kept thinkin im quite free so i slacked the break away. wth. :eek1

had A LOT of problems with the journals. first i had trouble tryin to decide wat to write abt. the subject was so wide, i cldnt seem to be able to narrow it down. den once i got the topic, had to research a little to add more credibility and aso for my own knowledge so that i could crap more. den there was the problem of tryin to meet the word limit, and the problem of concluding the whole paper. crapshitcurryfishhead.

thanx to the angels who helped me – darrell, ivan, damon and jolyn :beam1 dunno what i would hv done without u guys..helpin me to think of topics, givin me ur input, help me to talk crap so dat i can meet the word limit! :heart1

actualli i felt so useless aft i finished the journals. i mean, the journals was reallie mainly juz talkin crap leh. and i realised dat aft not doin this kinda stuff (writing essays) for so long, i reallie lost my skill to crap. so sad. i was desperately tryin to think of pts to say, hence i’m reallie grateful to those who helped me crap. hai. den aso the way i formulated my thoughts and organized the paragraphs in the journals were reallie bad aso. hw did i pass GP and lit? useless. lost my writing skills, and suck in acctin. wth am i doin in life?

aniweas so the journals were due on Wed but i finished on Mon nite so i could hand it up on Tues. so aft dat was done, i had the interview on thurs to think abt. but more abt dat later. so it was only AFTER the interview that i could reallie get started on my term paper. which was due on mon. so dat gave me approx 3 days. now dat shldnt be much of a problem, except dat i had NO RESEARCH/INFO at all to even begin writing!! so 3 days to research, read stuff and write the paper. OMG. it was hell. i was so pissed the 3 days. if u had seen my nick on MSN u would hv known. damn bad cos i had so much difficulty tryin to find the relevant info dat i needed. most of the info i found was related slightly, but reallie not relevant at all. so i was reallie panicking man. he alrdy extended the dateline, and i slacked my whole break wk away, and i can’t come up with smthin! regretted dat i slacked my break away. and felt so damn kan cheong man. reallie dunno hw i managed to finish. once again, thanx to my angels – darrell, ivan, yihan and yy. thanx yihan for ‘assisting’ me in getting my research :wink1 thanx to yy for teachin me hw to access the system. thanx to darrell and ivan for helpin me to edit and extend my stupid paper to reach the word limit. :heart1

yes, so im finally done with W&F!! yayness! *cheers* wie~~~ but now got other shit to do. hai. supposed to hv studied coy law durin the break, but i din. so now im screwed, esp since there is an in-class assignment nxt wk. and there’s tax due nxt wk, but i think it’s not so bad. corp is due nxt fri!!! why am i not kan cheong yet? smthin is wrong. shit. i suspect nxt wk sure hv to pia last min again for corp. and nxt wk still got sm more rot stuff. hai. crapshitcurryfishhead.

sigh. tmrw got morn tax class. sian-ness. hate her cold callin. betta go and check wat chpt of coy law i muz read for the sudden stupid presentation this wk. :psycho1

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