no OT today! haha i managed to charge 7 hrs so can come home…last fri’s shortfall i shall mk up another day lor..or tk from my cookie jar :wink1 hope everyday can be smooth sailin and dat i will alwayz hv work to do.
haha i think im siao lah. i see one whole stack of green files on my table and i feel very happy. there’s a bit of stress lah..machiam like i so slow dats why got so many files, dat kinda impression. but i like knowin dat there’s work and i wun be free/wasting time. i feel happy gg to work!! cos it means i can tackle those files!! feels good to see the high pile dwindle down to like 1 or 2 at the end of the day :cool1 okok im mad lah. mebbe i aso feel happy gg to work cos can see my crush!! :grin1
jason was askin me hw to read sm words today. everyday we hv to check with each other wat our supervisors/managers are writing. the handwriting is like darn hard to read smtimes lah!! we alwayz waste time tryin to decipher it. anw he showed me his file, and i saw AN wrote “good attempt!” on the cover ltr. i dunno wat he was doin lah..mebbe he wrote the ltr all by himself w/o any template, so dats quite commendable lah. it’s darn hard to churn out a whole new cover ltr on ur own. but aft i saw it..i juz felt..i dunno..stupid? useless? jealous? scared? lousy? hai dunno lah. mebbe im juz bein oversensitive lah. mebbe im mad again. is schizo the word? paranoid? juz keep thinkin dat AN they all wld think im lousy. :sad1
tmrw got 1 more tax com dat AN gave me last wk when i had nothin to do. wanna do it well and do it properly to mk up for my stupidity last wk. but scared i mk mistakes again and wld further confirm to her dat im lousy.
today a lot of ppl at lunch!! all the interns were startin work today! haha so suddenly it was like a mini sch gathering durin lunch. me and CS were talkin abt hw we shld bully the newbies by pretendin to be perm staff cos of our pass. wahahha. so fun, so many ppl ard the place dat we all knoe.
jiak lat, tmrw nt much work left. my boss MC half day and this other person i help today aso nv come for work. so most of my stuff finished liaoz. hope tmrw nt much changes. amendmts waste the most time, but today no1 around for me to check if i’m right. hope i din do anythin wrong today. hope tmrw i will get work to do aso. i dun mind if i hv one big pile of files. i rather hv a lot of things to do den nthin to do. actualli i think my boss quite happenin leh. aft last fri’s party, i think she’s quite alrite. shld call her out for lunch soon to bond. haha think easier to bond with her den with any1 else, cos i work with her the most. muz maintain good relations with at least 1 person here lah!