hehe today escaped earli again! hai~ i live in fear of the time when they will suddenly, on the day itself, tell me dat i hv to stay, or got work to do. i think dat day will be comin soon but dunno when, so the anticipation is quite scary. but think this wk and nxt, hopefully shld be quite okie? june will need to finish up the budget, so mebbe dat is when the busy time will be. juz hope it wun clash with my DPA thingy.
speakin of the DPA thingy, so happy dat the CCMS secretary was so nice and friendly and helpful when i approached her abt it. now juz hope dat there will be some kinda of response from it. hai~ aniweas, called up Shan today. wow din knoe the salvation army actualli organises small grps of ppl to go myanmar to visit their adopted kids! too bad the upcoming trip is nxt wk and i cant go. think it would be so far to see in person how my adopted kid looks like.
aniweas, the day was qutie okie, except dat i was reallie sleepy. hai~ as usual, not enuf slp durin the wkend. argh. feel like the army guys when they can onli come out once a wk durin the wkend, and watch a movie durin the wkend. dat’s precisely wat i’ve been doin ever since i started work. go out onli durin wkends to watch a movie.
speakin of movies, i watched Facing Windows yesterday. italian film with english subtitles. shallow issues first, the female lead Giovanna is so pretty!! and Raoul Bova, woah! major cutie! but hm he din look veri nice with specs, i prefer him without. but i still think Rodrigo Santoro in Love Actually is much cuter, esp with specs. yar and Giovanna’s husband in he movie has one hot bod! okie but the show was pretty sad. it dealt with like, choices, responsibilities, regrets. stuff like that. “you should not merely want to survive, you shld demand for a betta world.” it’s juz so painful how smtimes we can mk the wrong choices and regret it all our lives and wanting so much to turn back time but can’t. i couldn’t help but cry. thinkin abt the wrong choices and the regrets, and tho i wasn’t the one makin the wrong choice or regretting, i was affected indirectly, and i could feel the pain and the regrets. at that pt, watchin the old man with amnesia Davide talk abt how he saved his townsppl from the Nazis to prove that he is worthy of them and that he wasn’t juz a gay Jew, but becoz of this, he failed to warn his love Simeone, who died in the concentration camp, juz made me wanted so much to turn back time. i’ve been playin the game of “what-ifs” a lot of times recently. and every time, aft goin around in circles, i find that, as much as i hate to say it, a lot of times in our life, even b4 we mk our choices, our fate has already been decided for us. does that mk sense?
still haven’t found Dr Chow’s email yet. shoot.