Lately your focus has become a little bit cloudy, and some easy victories have made you slacken your sense of commitment. Fortunately, the stars send a little stimulus to get you back in fighting form.

haha unfortunately, i still dun feel any stimulus yet leh. AT is my first paper, and i only started studying for it today. quite scary considering that other ppl have alrdy covered this subj alrdy. but to me it’s cos it’s open-ended essay qn, so i thought shld be ok. but i am worried abt what kinda chim qn is gonna be set, and wat happens if i really dunno hw to ans? den i reallie will die. :shake:

spent the past few days studying QM and AFA, but it doesn’t seem to have paid off. u knw, ppl always choose to pia their weakest subj first, den study the other stronger ones. and by the time they have finished studying the weaker subj and are moving on to their stronger ones, it means that they are zai in their weaker subj alrdy. unfortunately it doesn’t seem to be that way for me leh. i’m still clueless abt QM and AFA. thankfully QM is open book, but it’s those kinda paper that if u dunno how to do, u dunno how to do. all calculations. same for AFA. really hope the qualitative qns in AFA will at least pull me up abit. see my quiz 1 was D+, quiz 2 fail!! means shld be E. project A- and say class participation guesstimate shld be C (tho cld be higher if she likes me). so overall shld be C or C- for now lah. so i just need to at least pass my AFA exam, and that she would moderate a little bit so i can get overall C- at least. any grade within C range is fine, of course C+ is betta but i wun be greedy. i just dun want D range. QM abit whacked aso but i think i shld be able to pia that one.

2 wks since my life changed, 1 wk since my important meeting, 1 wk more to my freedom. just realised the other day that I haven’t had a proper, good long holiday since December 2003. can u believe it? Dec ’03 was spent meeting up with frens, gg to KL with the Kopitiam gang, ushering at my first play. Summer ’04 was spent at an internship in an MNC, Dec ’04 was spent planning and executing my Rotaract camp, Summer ’05 was spent at a Big 4 firm, Dec ’05 was spent at another Big 4 firm. even better, Dec ’05 was a long internship. ok lah so there were 1 week breaks before and after each job, but it’s just different u knw. like aft next week, my whole holidays would just stretch all the way endlessly in front of me haha. from mid June till Aug. gosh so much free time what would i do? haha i need me time man, lookin forward to actually being alone since it’s been so long since i was doing things alone. need to meet up with precious people whom i hvn’t seen for ages, everyone who’s been cheo-ing me out bcos they are all for some reason, super duper free. need to settle other matters as well. oh and pack my super messy study table; i’ve even monopolised the coffee table outside. so many things to do! but i must enjoy this because next year i got no more hols!!! :pout1

you know, sometimes you have this goal in life. you want to achieve something or reach a certain target. that gives you the motivation to work very hard towards that goal. but once you reach it, would you still continue to work hard at whatever you were doing, to maintain the particular standard that you’ve reached to achieve the goal, or would you start to slack since it doesn’t matter how well you perform anymore? for eg, u work hard to win an award. once you win it, will you still work hard?