back after a hiatus! :beer:

kinda tired right now so am not really in a blogging mood, but i thought i betta just drop a note here. i don’t think anyone reads it anymore, or don’t have the time to read it. have been wanting to blog, just that sometimes i’m too tired, or i just don’t know how to put into my thoughts into words. just never got down to it.

exchange has changed me, not in an earth-shattering, lightning blazing omg-i-wanna-be-an-spg kinda way. just different thoughts and different feelings; the world has obviously continued to revolve while i slept for 5 months. which creates an unsettling feeling. because i left things as they were in august, but came back to different people different lives in december. and i dreamt beautiful dreams while overseas that are so hard to share and explain to the people back home.

finally graduated!! feels weird. 18 years of school life has just slipped by and i don’t think i’m prepared to face the next phase of life. it’s scary, because it’s not protected school life and i don’t know what i’m going to face. i guess i don’t have to go on and on about why work life is scary and starting in a new school or starting a new school term isn’t. anyway, that is a long 4 months away. i need to try to make something out of this short freedom that i have.