ooh i hadnt realised dat my previous entry was my 100th entry!!
aiya! i juz sneezed and XXX came online!! haha i hope it doesnt mean anythiN. yucks man!!
aniweas..so unhealthy!! i juz finished eatin brownies!!! haha cos Jie’s classmates and gf made for him..den he got too much and cmi so me and Mei ate them up wahahhaa. hw come i dun rem NY gals bein so onz and bakin stuff for vday ah? haha mebbe cos we all dunno how to bake or juz din care. he got so much stuff from his classmates!! wassup with youths nowadays man? so much time rite? no need study ah? too much money to burn issit?! but watever, i feel satisfied now hahahha. aiyo jiak lat..still hvnt finished corp sia..and i feel like slpin liaozzzzzzz
depressin day man. not bcos i had to spend it studyin for the killer test instead of gg out and celebrating but cos i spent the time thinkin of 2 ppl. hm NNF and XN lor.
felt so pained for NNF, and i din knoe how to help him. as in, i cant be more pro-active lor. the best i could do was listen and suggest ways and encourage him. but cant reallie help him cos im not super close to the gal. he sounded so..helpless, tired, depressed; i dunno how to describe it. mebbe cos he’s a guy? haha but ya..dunno why juz realie felt pained for him. mebbe becos it reallie seems very hopeless for him liaoz leh..but yet i cant share with any1 else cos no1 is supposed to knoe. haha i sorta wrangled the secret out from him. quite surprised dat he was so willin to share with me. i guess it’s bcos if even sm1 like me know, when i’m not even close to him b4, it’s not much of a secret anymore rite? ya but i promised him i wun say..so i’m not even usin his real initials here cos im paranoid haha. i think i shld ask his gd fren to help him lor..but mebbe i shldnt interfere? cos i dun think he even ask his gd fren to help him, so why shld i do it? but his gd fren is the best person for the job cos he’s very close to the gal..mebbe i’ll talk to his gd fren aft wed.
as for XN..hai..wat do u do with jerks? u cant even beat them up. tk shoe and beat paper effigy ah? i aso dunno wat to say cos it’s up to her liaoz. and being a guo lai ren, all i can say is it tks time lor. but she’s takin it a lot harder den i expected her to. and i reallie din knoe wat to say, and it sux whenever i cant be there in person for her. and this is not even the first time. i wished i din hv the killer test, i hv a car, i can fly. watever. juz anythin so i cld be with her whenever she needs sm1. i suddenly thought dat every gal muz be supposed to meet one asshole in her lifetime man. haha except dat i think dat other ppls’ a**holes are so much worse. such as XN’s one. reallie a big, farking, irritatin, idiotic, low-life scum, scum-eating, bottom of the bucket sucker who shldnt be on this earth. okie im bein evil and this is bad for my karma. but he realli sux man.
okie lah..i betta go and get sm more studyin done. shit man. so little time left. clock’s tickin and i still got so much left. shite. hw hw hw i muz try to do well, muz try for css!! everybody, i hope u guys had a great vday!!