i realised dat the :pill: i’m takin for my flu is making my hands shaky. there i am holding onto the spoon, having juz scooped the soup from the bowl and about to move the spoon from the bowl to my mouth and i see my hands trembling slightly. omg :oogle:

sick again cos i was just sick 2 wks ago and i thought i was ok and then it came back again, this time worse than before. :shake: was it cos i completed my antibiotics too late? ha but i hope i get well soon before i fly off! horrible feelin to be sick on holiday.

am still having fun cos a break is always good, but i realised dat once in a while, i feel abit aimless? worthless? like no purpose in life u knw? everyday just wake up, watch the clock and realise that it’s time for going out, go out, come home, watch the clock and realise that it’s time for bed. it’s so aimless and purpose-less. can’t believe i would actually feel this way seeing as i’m such a pig and slacking is my fav pasttime. ha.

i still cannot forget the fact that my dream bank didn’t want me this hols. Talking to Big Adrian last week suddenly made me feel like doing an additional internship at my dream bank next year before I start on my perm job. i’m mad lah, but i reallie reallie wanna knw how it’s like to be in a bank, and in my dream bank especially. :sad1

ok off to bath! :pill: is mkin me sleepy…