was actually in a very good mood cos someone made my day. BUT now my fren is irritating me cos of a meet-up we’re supposed to hv. cos with us going to Denmark and we haven’t seen her for so long due to MT and won’t see her until godknowswhen next year, so she wanna meet up.
long time ago when she proposed the idea i was quite enthu. like haven’t seen her for so long anw. but now i’m juz irritated. like i dun blardy care whether i see u or not lah. it’s so damn hard to coordinate an outing for 5 BUSY ppl. den becos now u free u decide to change date. but ppl not free den u wanna insist on meeting cos u can join ppl on their other pre-arranged meeting to watch a movie. den becos u wanan change date, so the other pre-arranged meeting to watch a movie might be cancelled bcos the person now seems to be not so enthu to go out with ME alrdy. thanks a lot.
i have no time cos i’m flying off soon and i have countless other ppl to meet before i leave. then bcos u free u juz anyhow change everythin and wreck up all my other appointments.
there are some ppl dat i die die muz meet before i leave either bcos they are good frens or bcos i won’t see them till June next yr. i don’t really care whether i meet u or not now cos i’m sure i can meet up with u earli nxt year when i come back. so does it really matter?
ok it’s just not me to be lydat cos i really aprpeciate all the friends i have and i like meeting up with them. but nowadays, when i get into my moods, some ppl u juz gotta let go. no point tryin so hard to meet up or maintain a r/s cos there’s just not enuf time. if u’re impt enuf i will mk time for u, but if ur’e not then too bad. as we all get busier with our own stuff, where have so much time to meet up so often anw rite? i think it’s more impt to spend more time and effort to maintain a good close r/se with ppl dat u are closer to, your inner circle. rather then dividing out your time and effort betwn those that u are close to, and those that you are not so close to in your outer circle.
maybe i’m just old. maybe i’m just PMS-ing.