Sat 31st Aug 2004
so i went for the MFG thingy. was in Orchard b4 dat, and i waited to freaking LONG for the stupid bus 16. i was so irritated and so kan cheong cos not very nice to be late. i waited for the stupid bus for at least 15mins leh!! and when it came it was so bloody crowded, luckily i managed to board it. luckily aso i not dat blur and alighted at the correct stop. the trial was pretty cool, but i felt so intimidated. the ppl there had a reallie great sense of rhythm, and i felt so out of place and stoned. felt so scared dat i would play out of tune and i felt so inadequate in my music knowledge. but it reallie sounded very cool and amazing when we gel together for the free form and the song. amazing to knoe dat different ppl and different instruments can sound like dat. anwieas i juz wished it would start quickly, so dat i can help out b4 sch starts. felt abit disappointed and angry dat they were takin so long to arrange everything. mebbe they realie do hv a lot of things to work out so bo bian. and one of the guys talked abt the Sarawak music workshop thing. he made it sound reallie reallie cool. how do u go to stuff like this? get invited? buy tix? wat?! i wanna go see too, even if i realie suck at music.
oh yes Evie, the cute guy we saw!!! she thinks he’s like an ABC, i think he’s got a Jap look. either way, he’s C-U-T-E!!! cant stand it lor, i dun care even if he has crow’s feet or looks late 20s/earli 30s. he’s so damn cool, and i love the way he speaks and laugh. wah dat’s it, i’m in lust hahahha.:blush1 i wun even knoe wat else to say abt him except dat he’s sooo good-lookin. i can wake up and go to sleep seeing his face 24/7 man. i wouldn’t mind! oh man cant wait to see him again, but too bad no pic of him for me to drool over haha. oh and yar, think he must be attached. Evie says he doesnt give off the gay vibes, wat gay vibes i raellie dun knoe but since she’s a fag hag, i’ll trust her input abt this. so means he’s straight, so means he cfrm attached. man she muz be some tall, slim, and with long hair chio bu. hai. can u imagine how his kids wld look with his kinda genes? wah.
oh and my bloody period came and i was wearing a bloody white skirt pun fully intended i think. but luckily nv stain at all, if not i wld hv been so mortified.
yes and clubbin is so NOT me so i dun raellie care whether i live near Zouk anot. i dun even knoe how to get there and where it is ah!
hm this comin wk is gonna be a pretty busy one again. hai think i’m gonna be very tired too. betta go and pack my messy table now.