okie so i’m back! even if i feel realli lazy, and hv so much to say i’ll prolly cut up my entries again. wonder if anybody liked and understood the song in my previous entry?

3rd Aug – 4th Aug
so nothin much happened last monday. tues went for a gym orientation, even tho i wasn’t gonna be at the company anymore. but juz went to see for fun, can alwayz learn more. hm the trainer whom they got to teach us reminded me of my OBS instructor, except dat my OBS instructor cuter and more stylo.

tues nite went to watch collateral. okie i knoe i’m irritatin by sayin dat i was excited to watch it becos collateral opens onli this wk and i got to watch it so earli, even earlier den the mtv contest ppl haha. how cool is dat? yar but aniweas i liked the movie. abit preachy at times, and abit corny as well, but generally okie. except dat i felt the dialogue at times was abit too fast for me to catch, so i would hv liked to have a copy of the script juz to go thru it again and understand it betta. felt tat the philosophy and themes highlighted in the movie was quite interesting. din even knoe the leading woman was jada pinkett smith until the credits rolled. i juz thought she looked familiar. so silly. and peter berg was in it!!! omg haven’t seen him for so long. wonder if any1 remembers him? he used to be in Chicago Hope. i loved dat show, alwayz tot dat it was betta den ER and George Clooney and co. aniweas yes he was in it and i din realise it as well. i tot he looked like Ethan Hawke, except er Hawke is cuter? and his voice sounded abit squeaky. muz be too much drugs haha. but yar still looks not bad lah. hm i liked the soundtrack tho. a bit of jazz and spanish/latin (??) music, esp the song at the end, very nice. would like to burn the soundtrack tho haha.

wed..wat did i do at work? hm nothin much, but at nite went to watch Top or Bottom. it wasn’t as great as Mardi Gras last yr tho. i thought dat ToB kao bei more den MG, either dat or my level of tolerance for shouting has dropped. aniwaes yea, again i enjoyed the themes dat they explored as well. i mean, other den the gay theme, there was like metal and plastic ruler thingy haha, and dealing with death and depression. i cried at the end. not juz the normal tearing but reallie crying. i swear if i wasn’t in a public place, i would hv cried my eyes out again. i can’t get over how poignant and significant the ending was, how the scene looks exactly like the one at the beginning with the same props, how they all said goodbye to Clem. i went back on Wed to buy the script so i can go thru it and mk sense of it all. i knoe there’s a deeper meanin to it, but i can’t seem to grasp it, but i feel it. aniweas yea it onli affected me dat much becos it was talkin abt death and sayin goodbye and lettin go, and it juz reminded me so much of ah ma. sigh.