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gosh how many times must i say: i realli HATE cockroaches!!! :rant:

wat do cockroaches eat? was i killed by one in my previous life? i realli dunno why i hate them so much. and i especially hate it when i’m studying late at nite and the only one awake is me. shitamama. i spotted one crawling on the floor just 5 mins ago. there hasn’t been any in my hse for a very long time, unless it’s those tt fly in when it’s gonna rain. dunno where this dicko fly in from, if he really flew in. i was tryin to corner it and stuff newspapers under the door to prevent it from running into the rooms. so i sprayed. ok i may hate them but i do feel a bit guilty when i kill them. taking a life is bad wat, no matter how distasteful tt life form is. i think it’s sm where in the front room struggling now. haha madness lah, i can get an adrenaline rush from catchin and killin a cockroach!!

sianz dun feel like studyin now. my exams hv gotten progressively worse. i dread to think of hw AMA will be like on Fri.

Mon’s AA was ok. i think cos it was the first exam for this term for me, so i was really feelin very kan cheong b4 the exam. funnily enuf, i finished studyin quite early, i went to bed abt 2am even tho my paper was in the aftnn. u knw lah, aftnn paper can wake up later, unless u wanna wake up early to study. but i prefer to study later and wake up later. so ya. quite early alrdy. i think cos the prof was really helpful. not tt she gave us major hints or anything, juz tt u can refer to her past sem exam paper, which will pretty much be the same thing, so it was easy to prep and i discussed answers with yt last wk. hopefully my answers are ok and are what she expects. my prof quite particular one..haiz..banking on AA to pull up my GPA alrdy man. i only need a B+ for the exam paper!!

den IPR on Tues. okie so i slept even later den the previous nite cos trying to last min cram the proj presentations. at least the case study was 70%, so i could handle tt. basically juz say plaintiff can use this law this case but defendant can defend using this law this case. hopefully it’s correct; i basically juz copied from his notes and the group projects. the 30% question was shitty. i so didn’t expect such a open question. his past sem exam qn wasn’t anything like tt. i was totally lost. it’s like, the kinda qn where u can crap, but if u realie hv no knowledge of the law or anythin lydat, it’s so damn hard to crap! on hindsight, i shld hv expected something lydat, esp since he recently wrote a journal article with my ethics prof abt it. juz talk cock lor. i was reallie rambling, and talkin nonsense. seriously, juz whack without logic or law. shit. the 70% qn more or less completed, but i didn’t hv the time to go back and touch up. i didn’t finish the second qn, obviously. luckily only 30% but again i really need B+ for this. shit it’s a 50% exam paper. means agar-agar muz score B+ for the exam paper to score B+ for overall grade rite? ahhhhh i hope he’s lenient!!

today one lagi worse. ethics. wtf. I HV NO ETHICS!! do wat sai rite? slept so late last nite tryin to do last min revision cos i neglected this subj during study week. i expected advertising, just not tt aspect of advertising. stupid me. considering the textbk discussion was abt targetting advertising, i shld hv known. but we didn’t really discuss the textbk wat. and of course, i further shot myself in the foot by not reading my textbk, so i didn’t use any arguments in the txtbk. ok the txtbk arguments were not ethical theories, but they made sense nonetheless, except tt i din know they exist so i din pt them in. my proj was on bribery, so it was quite expected tt i would pick tt qn aso. but i was really talkin nonsense. i had my proj report with me, but i wasn’t sure if i was allowed to copy wholesale. all the plagiarism and copyright rubbish. study too much IPR liaoz. thinkin abt it now tho..hmm…seeing tt the report was a group effort, means i hv joint copyright in it. means i am a joint owner and i shld be allowed to reproduce it rite? but i don’t think i can license any1 else to reproduce it. crap i 4got laioz. exam yest and i 4got alrdy haha. ya but i dare not copy so i tried to write in my own way. which is really f-ed up. 70% essay qn ok. wtf. the worst thing is tt i din even finish all my qns. come on lor, 1.5 hrs, 2 essay qns, where got time? i stopped my advertising qn to focus on bribery since it commands a higher percentage. shit lah. it was so bad tt i didn’t even know wat i was writing, and i had to stop countless times to think (stopping countless times in a 1.5 hr exam is deep shit!) and i was kinda juz hoping tt time will juz pass quickly so i can juz hand in my paper. the more i thought abt the qn, the more i wrote, the more i seemed to be rambling. even if this shitty 1.5 hr paper is only worth 25% of my grade, i really need at least a B. the other components of this mod quite sucky liaoz leh..ok i think if my exam agar-agar get B shld be ok. damn the sch and those philosophers for making me do this. i hv no ethics. i dun give a rat’s ass if there’s bribery, child labour, sweat shops, watever. as for privacy, as long as u dun tell me dat u are infringing on my privacy. as far as i’m concerned, ignorance is bliss.

ah Fri’s paper. AMA. machickeneh. he nv tell us our grades so far so i don’t know where i stand. it’s 30% paper tho. sooo means i shld approx need B or B+ for the exam? haiz sianz reallie dunno wat he will ask. and damn scared cos one of his qns will hv some “number crunching”. shit my numbers sux; i totally forgot wat i learnt in MA and i confirm+guarantee+chop he will sure ask abt variance. ok u can say i shld study variance, but harlow, no time to pick up one sem’s worth of work in 2 days. if it’s really simple variance i think i can handle. i hope it’s not budgeting. dat is damn bad la; i can buang tt qn if it’s budgetting. crap considering hw much i spend, hw am i suppose to knw how to budget rite? :whatever:

where are all my good luck charms?

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at this rate, it does seem like i can possibly finish whatever i’m supposed to cover for the exams (cross fingers, touch wood, hold four leaf clover, rub lucky horse shoe).

yet even though i’m eating up the chapters in my texts, it seems as though i don’t seem to be understanding what i’m studying. like there’s a subconscious voice telling me to just skim through, cos if i stop to think properly and realise that i don’t understand what i’m reading and think even harder about what the book is trying to say, i would not have enough time to finish. so while i think i’m studying, in essence i seem to be just skiming or speed reading through my texts, and another subconscious voice (yes i have a lot of inner voices) seem to say that it’s ok because most of the stuff the text is explaining i do know or have a vague idea of it so it doesn’t really matter cos i can probably crap force something out during the exam.

which is another point of concern. what happens if i think that i understand, and most stuff i do know vaguely already, yet i can’t seem to apply during the exams? seems like this semester, it’s a lot of more chim application questions (not just on the surface kinda application qns). so i’m feeling scared. but i don’t have time to properly digest every single thing in all my texts.

and i don’t know why, just shoot me, but i keep thinking about next semester too! something is terribly wrong! how can i think about next semester when i haven’t even cleared this one? but i’m just thinking of how studying for 4 modules this semester is quite a killer, and how next semester will be even worse. even though i will still be studying for 4 modules next semester, the modules are super chim. all numbers and financial stuff. no crapping of my way thru kinda modules. Advanced Financial Accounting, which is strictly numbers and all consolidation stuff. Accounting Theory, which i don’t know is about what but i heard it’s super chim. Qualitative Methods, which i also don’t know about what but i heard quite difficult. Technology & World Change, seems like a module that i can crap, yet it seems to also require a lot of readings and hard facts. i am so screwed. now pray tell, why am i thinking about next semester, next year, 2006, when this semester this year isn’t over yet?

2b? Nt2b? = ???

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i’m veryyyyyyyyyyy sleepyyyyyyyyy. but i hv 2 more chpts of IPR to go. sigh. dunno wat i’m doing here. weird though, IPR (intellectual property rights), AA (advanced auditing) and AMA (advanced management accounting). out of this 3, i actually prefer studying IPR, followed by AA and AMA is last. somehow reading the AMA book mks me super tired and sianz. AA is a bit boring when it talks abt the really technical part, but i’m ok with it cos it kinda makes sense and i sorta understand what it’s talking abt. IPR is best. i think cos of the way the text is structured.

coke light’s back in the house. i’ve been drinking it to keep awake. ok yes, i know it’s bad cos of smthn but i cant rem wat now. but hey at least it’s “light” k..means..no sugar? no calories?? when i brought it back to the room the other day with lunch (i’m kinda like the unofficial dapao aunty) YT was like “coke light again?” in tt kinda tone tt suggested i was guzzling beer or snorting coke rather den drinking it (haha funny anot?? me drinking not snorting coke!)

my toe nail broke. very pain :err1 i hope it grows back soon. scared tt i would catch some disease cos it’s an open wound or smthn. at the moment i’m only left with 1/4 of my nail!!

read TODAY last wk, on friday i think. there was some study results tt said tt you can get mouth cancer or smthn lydat from oral sex!! haiyo so sad!! i’m so disappointed!! no more oral! :shake:

today’s Life mentioned abt some sms service in england tt will shorten the bard’s works into sms form. like “romeo, remeo where for art thou romeo” would become “romeo, romeo – wher4 Rt thou Romeo” omg. and this is even worse – “to be or not to be, that is the question” would be come “2b? Nt2b? = ???” :what: omg ok i’m not a shakespeare fan ok. i just read his works cos i’m a lit student. but to see it reduced to such a state? i was horrified to read abt it. it totally takes away the whole meaning of such an important well known line. i dun give a rat’s ass tt it helps students to learn better. what rubbish. he did not write such plays and have such lines reduced to insignificant rubbish nonsensical short form symbols. what “?”!

Summer of ’69

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wtf? i juz spent like 10 minutes filling up this survey form cos got prizes to be won and then at the end, it says “thanks you for your participation. winners will be drawn on 10 Nov 2005.” wtf? it’s like 18 nov liaoz lah!! blardy shit. the link still on the page – shld be taken down alrdy wat!! and the survey itself nv say got closing date wat. ok yes the idiots among u will say i shldnt be so gian png. but this is not wat. u see contest u join. most contests will hv closing date wat. if close liaoz im not so stupid or gian png as to join wat. no closing date sure submit wat. machickeneh waste time onli. :rant:

nvm i shall resolve to be in a good mood today. i was happy juz now k. got tix to sleeping beauty hiak hiak. :grin1 and cat 1 at tt!! woot!! luckily shiuan agreed to cat 1 haha. if not i wld be soooo sad. so means im gonna be watching 2 productions in dec!! one after the other!! yayness! only problem is all the shows are on now, and only run till early dec, and i so don’t have the time to go watch them. so many big productions tt cost a lot…so sad. :pout1

anw i was so happy aft gettin the tix tt i forgot to get lunch haha. supposed to get subway meal..but den i forgot and walked off. cos im alone in sch mah den dun wanna leave my stuff in the room and go get food but yet dun wanna lug all my baggage to get food. anw nvm, frens juz walked in. no more silent study grr. i can’t study with so many ppl around. esp since they discussing proj. :sad1 no choice not my room.

OOOH HOT NEWS!! pls check out these sites. POSB and UOB. interest rates are gg up. interbank rates at 5 yr high and savings interest rates also up. well this means stock market wun do as well, but not dat i care cos i dun buy shares haha! pls save!! and this goes to show tt campus accounts are the best!! high interest, discounts at participating merchants and points. fantastic stuff. campus acct is like 0.75% man dats so high!! save more $$ ppl!! u can gimme yr money to save aso!! :grin1

haiya shit lah how to save when i’m in a spending mood?? feel like buying a lot of things!! went to u2/g2 warehse sale the other day so got quite a bit of tops and skirts and cheap prices! much cheaper den at the store!! woot! so now i got new clothes for work :wink1 but i wanna get new shoes now!! the kind where the front is covered, ie yr toes are covered, and there’s a strap at the back. how where got sale??? i dun wanna spend more than $30 on this!! den xmas is coming! all the xmas shopping, presents and donations!! (if u wanna pool yr money to do some kinda charity for xmas, lemme knw. i’m looking at doing a few stuff. if u dun msg me i will go find you when i need $$ haha! mebbe if i hv time i will put up a new page soon) how to save lydat?? why int rates go up at this time??? :blank1

anw i betta get back to studying. muz try and finish this bk by today. can can can?? den i’m gonna go get cake from a shop tt was recommended by Urban. will tell u if it tastes good! :yum1

Do you know me?

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If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don’t speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want, either good or bad. I promise not to come after you with a sharpened pencil either way.

When you’re finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

Get to know yourself better

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Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren’t interested in wasting time with people you don’t really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don’t succeed. Don’t give up when you haven’t yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don’t ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

hm mostly true lah. but the job part had me going “har?” Try it here but i kinda got addicted to the quizzes here though..most quite true, some not so true :smile1

la dee dum

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gosh i juz spent 20+ mins on the hp!! and i hv no free incoming. bestest. (ok i dun wanna change to free incoming cos i hv to pay admin fee and i so buay gam wan to pay them the money and this reminds me of another super long debate i had with Rob some wks ago) anw :tongue1 feelin in a very good mood now heez..juz received a call from someone whom i hvn’t spoken to for quite some time. it’s the kind when you can talk and talk and talk, and is also the kind when you hv nothin to say alrdy but still dun wanna put down the phone kinda thing. ok lah it’s aso cos i nv replied his sms so he bo bian but to call me. haha kena scolding for not replying him. felt abit bad tho cos i shld hv done it sooner but i kinda slept away my whole aftnn haha.

Pls Note: if i don’t reply your sms, it either means watever u’re askin me mks me sianz/not worth my responding/stupid qn so i dun feel like answering yet. the other reason could be bcos i cannot confirm with u yet so i would rather not reply first. ya lah i’m lazy can. nowadays lazy to sms ppl liaoz. and when i sms aso do it very slow alrdy. haha canot join the singtel sms contest alrdy..anw okiez i good mood now liaoz..feel more motivated to do my stupid AMA transfer pricing assignment bb! :smile1

don’t ask me to do what i don’t want to do

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why is it tt the ppl whom i wish would date me, wouldn’t? but the people whom i don’t wish to date, would want to do so? and i hate it when i’m questioned about my reasons for not wanting to meet up. :rant:

sianz. still like got so much shit left. where got time to study. :mad1 as wat xb says, seems like studying in wk 12 is just an ideal. everytime i think i finish smthn and can start on studying for exams, smthn new comes up. or the old smthn needs editing/revisions/amendments/whatever. do and do aso canot finish. now still got 1 assignment and 1 project left. won’t be done till next wk. hope i dun get screwed during the presentation. scared the prof ask qn and insist tt i answer and dun allow my grp mates to ans. dat was wat he did for another grp. :eek1

The Lacoste Essential advert is a very effective one. u know, the one with the guy jumping from one ‘pillar’ (i dunno wat u call tt structure lah) to another while looking at the waves in the sea. honestly, i stupidly do not understand the whole point of the advert. but there the guy is, wearing a green shirt, looking at the waves which are so green, and the lacoste croc is green, and the bottle of the cologne is so green as well. all the colour stuff. den he’s grinning so widely. not the fake, i’m-doing-this-for-the-money-so-u-betta-quick-go-buy kinda smile. and the music! so happening! mks me wanna juz dance/jump out/go buy the cologne (not necessarily in tt order).

And the Tiger Beer ad. ok lah abit duh but bcos of Jessica Alba who is sooooo chio, i say it’s a fantastic ad! :yum1

er the ILOVECHILDREN advert abit funny leh. haha must have such an advert and song AND WEBSITE to encourage ppl to hv kids. haha but the little tot in the advert very cute!! the one try to walk but tumble on the bed one. soo cute!! :tongue1

6 wks to XMas!!!! i want a cookbook!! the one tt was reviewed in 8 days last wk. the one tt comes with a dvd of the chef preparing a recipe. anw 2 different horoscope readings tell me to not go xmas shopping yet. haha so aft exams in dec den go shopping lor. actually i wanna buy new shoes for work..but no sale leh..so expensive.

wah Subaru Challenge! the winner i know one leh. haha ok lah my ex-colleague. dunno her personally, juz smile when we meet only. wah win 2 cars leh like how shiok man. me and SM say will sell 1 and keep 1 sia. gd money. haha but i’m nt interested in this kinda thing man. too pig liaoz. ask me join TAR still ok haha.

so many decisions to mk – tmr, fri, sun, mon. i wish time can just stop so i can dun hv to do all my hw, and can just study for exams first. :shiftyeyes:

GRRRR

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sigh. feel very tired+sianz+:pout1+:mad1 now..

i’m very tired cos it’s been a long day again, as like all Mondays. and i slept late again on Sun nite, as with all Sun nites! haha.

den rite…i tryin to dl the 7.30pm show on chn U now..managed to dl one ep and just when it was 100% complete, this msg pops up tellin me tt i hv not enuf space!! so i could either choose to “compress files” or “ok”. if u click ok, confirm the file will be gone rite? so i decided to compress files instead. BUT IT DOESN’T WORK! i lost the whole filE!!! means i gotta dl the whole ep again!! it took me 3 hrs to dl one ep leh!!! :pout1 now i hv to re-dl all over again!! i reallie want to cry already!! why can’t the sys prompt me b4 i dl, tellin me tt i got no space? u know, the same way when u wanna transfer file to a disk and they tell u disk no space? how come this time no prompt?! :mad1

so i hv to re-dl. so slow. now only 37% leh. sigh. wth. i thought i could dl 2 ep tonite..in the end onli dl one. and even if i manage to finish dl this..i think i wun hv enuf space in my lappie!! this is madness. suddenly i’m running out of space on both my lappie and desktop!! wth. both gave me the same msg leh..smthin abt C drive no more space liaoz. wth. sigh. so now i’m thinkin of gettin dvd-r to burn the show, then it frees up more space for me to dl some more ep. but do i get dvd-r or dvd-rw? RL says dvd-r can still write, but cannot erase; he says no need for dvd-rw. reallie meh? when i use cd-r, i can only write once and cannot erase. so i thought dvd-r aso the same, can only write once. :cuss: argh!! wat to do now!! i very pek chek now!!

anw, i decided to be nice aft all. ref one of my previous posts abt internships. i showed my fren today the cover letter, didn’t send the file lah, juz open on my lappie onli. yup. cos my fren asked again today leh!! like wth lah. i thought i made it quite clear the last time? my fren must have thought tt i was jokin! ya so nvm lah juz open the file on my lappie and show lor.

AIYA :rant: how!! i very buay gam wan!!! i keep lookin at the file download process and it’s less than 50%!! i’m so irritated. ARGH!!! and i still have to deal with the storage constraint!! i tried to transfer to my newly-acquired thumbdrive, but horroRS!! the file is sooo big tt i can only transfer one ep over!! omg. i really shld go get DVD to burn it, but i dunno whether to get DVD-R or DVD-RW. i dun want CD-R cos i would have a lot of them to record all the eps. and i’m so kan cheong for it cos i reallie wanna know wat happened. i dl ep 7, which was shown already. den i had trouble dl-ing subsequent ep, so i skipped all the way till ep 16. so aft watchin ep 16, which is like how interesting, i reallie reallie reallie wanna find out what happened eventually. and i can’t wait!! to wait and watch on tv is too slow!! and no1 i know seems to have the vcd or have watched it yet so i dunno wat happened. i get different versions of the endings from different ppl. so i reallie wanna watch it myself to know. :sad1 no words can express how sad i am now. :shake:

My 21st Birthday!!

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Listening to: Chicago

Gosh i can’t believe a week has flown by!! okie muz record detail for detail k..so this post will be super long!

12pm: My apptmt with the hairdresser. I was supposed to have soft curls..but sadly, i made the stupid mistk of cutting my hair on Thurs. so my hair is tooooo short :pout1 so aft he curled my hair for me, i looked hideous! it’s like damn funny lah i was so shocked to see myself. I had like a few pimples on my face tt were very obvious, so if u painted those pimples black, put me in a cheongsum, i would look like some Shanghai Tang mamasan or smthN! so ugly! sigh. so much for havin curls. i think me and curls dun go together man. even during prom aso, u can’t really tell tt i did smthn to my hair lor.
1.30pm: Lunch
3pm: Prep last min stuff
3.30pm: War painting time! just sit there and let me sis work on my face..machiam like i’m a piece of drawing paper. i hate makeup.
4.30pm: Time to leave! Kan cheong moment when the cake delivery guy called and asked me whether i was at suntec alrdy! harlow i said aft 5pm leh!!
4.55pm: was attempting to wait till 5pm before we enter the carpark in the hope tt there was some “per entry aft 5pm” thingy.
5.15pm: here here here!! checkin out the place. there was a function in the aftnn, and they haven’t cleared yet! kan cheong kan cheong! the waiter starts to chase the ppl out!
5.30pm: Cake delivery guy arrives! he’s the same dude who delivered our brownies to P** durin the summer hols! haha. i was initially unhappy with my cake. didn’t like the fact tt the pic was at the bottom right leh..looks weird, and not right. i expected it to be in the middle or smthm. and i didn’t expect the pic to be so small. the woman told me tt there was only be a very small border! grrrr. called the woman up and mk noise. den decided to call mum and sis to see but they were ok with it. so we decided tt we shld just leave it cos if the guy tk it back, they re-do for me and rush it back to me, it may juz look even worse! so we accepted it.
5.45pm: went to meet hy and waited for ven.
6pm: mum+sis already started on pumping the balloons. the girls helped me to put them up and basically decide where to put them. i was running around tryin to place all my stuff properly – like autograph bk+pens on the table outside; cds on the table; all other chapalang dump into the secret cupboard.
6.30pm: my da yi arrives and her husband my uncle help my frens to put up the balloons.
7.05pm: my P** colleagues arrive!! omg they were like so earli lah! i was so unprepared can!! like who arrives on time?! haha all my frens were late can!! tried to entertain them, abit awkward lah..but i was called away cos my uni mates arrived.
somewhere betwn 7.15pm-7.30pm: darrell and jx arrive. i know i was prolly hugging amanda at around this time cos in my pics, i could see darrell in the background haha. i rem shiuan, ting and zh came b4 amanda did tho.
7.30pm: my lower sec frens came. waiting for my uncle and his family to arrive. was wonderin whether i shld wait for them to come b4 i start the dinner.
somewhere aft 7.30pm: jc babes arrive.
7.40pm: decided to juz go ahead. i think every1 was darn hungry
lah! felt quite bad tho.
8pm: upper sec arrive! haha darn funny i know i said, “who are you?!” when i saw them. cos i reallie reallie reallie didn’t recognize them leh!! haha den they looked up and we started laughing like siao char bo again! haha. put them with my P** colleages cos still got seats left at tt table.

okie aft tt i cant rem liao! cos so many ppl came in at different times aft tt! i know the jc ppl streamed in randomly, and i showed them in and they basically squeezed at one table haha.

9+pm: went around taking fotos cos dear damon my jie mei volunteered to be my photog for the nite! waitin aso for dillon to arrive so can cut cake!!

sadly, i regretted tt i took too long to cut the cake tt nite. cos my P** colleagues and my cousin had to leave :sad1

10pm: cut cake! my smu mates got kq to sing for me haha. so sweet of him lah. went up and sang in front of so many ppl in english and mandarin. really appreciated it. and more pic taking!

aft tt, ppl juz basically left one by one liaoz loh. i rem tt lynz, mag and my smu mates were left. i know they were waitin for me to go over and talk cock but sean said cos my parents looked like they wanted to go home, so they all decided to leave. :sad1 so sad! thought mebbe could stay longer.

i was runnin around like a headless chicken the whole nite tryin to talk to everyone and anyone. midway thru, i will alwayz get interrupted cos of new guests arriving. dats why i didn’t eat anythin tt nite lah. too ma fan. so when ppl say the food was good, or mentioned smthn abt the food, i alwayz dunno cos i nv eat :pout1 i rem rz arriving at 8pm cos i think he was the latest? haha. i didn’t reallie interact with my family at all!! oopsie issit rude huh? like my zhang bei but i nv talk to them??

nv talked much to my P** colleagues aso, so felt superly bad. but it’s like..when i try to talk, it’s hard! don’t ask me why lah. juz difficult.

nv talked to my uni gang no2 at all! my uni mates were split into 2 tables, and i didn’t stop at the last table at all! cos er no empty chairs? den abit hard to juz go over? haha and anw they pretty much self-entertained lah, courtesy of renny the hunk.

nv talked much to my jc class too. this one cos i think they realli can self-entertain? i felt kinda glad tt everyone was forced to sit together at one table aft so long, and yet still didn’t get into any fights.

lower sec! haha stopped by a few times, initially cos they like so quiet lydat..and i missed them a lot. and later on cos rz was like the thorn among the roses so had to mk sure tt they didn’t bully him haha!

upper sec! haha gosh talked the most crap to lynz and mags. think i laughed the most there too! haha all the disgusting rubbish abt geylang and mamasan!

yea. i guess wat i regretted was tt i took too long to cut cake and not everyone could join me. and aso felt bad tt i nv stop at the P** table more often. majorly bad. sigh.

anw, pressies!
pri sch–> a pair of earrings from YY who didn’t come
lower sec–>Chronicles of Narnia. ahh i didn’t mention which edition i wanted. my head chose the individual package but my heart wanted the geena version. i guess i let them mk the choice for me. i got a Britney Spears Curious perfume+free Curious blue bag aso. haha! cool stuff the perfume bottle was damn cool, it’s like the olden days kind when u squeeze the pump kind. and the bag aso very happenin! metallic blue dun pray pray!
misc: swatch watch
upper sec–> BHD DVD! and erm a hunk? wahahhaha!
JC–> cool purple earrings+Kino vouchers in a gift box. my eye cream+2 cool pairs of earrings. 1 DKNY cologne. 1 book abt magic. 1 book abt the acctg scandal at Enron (yes i know i’m crazy!). 1 pair of green earrings. BSB cd+Joi Chua cd. haha i hope i didn’t miss anything out!
uni–> lappie cover, thumbdrive, cool braun buffel wallet. oh and $90 which i will get nxt wk haha. cos got money left and dunno wat the buy more, so i might as well tk the cash rite? i got another cologne aso. and a very sweet card from kq.
P**–> 18K white gold anklet! fwah!
Cousins–> $$ and cookies and SK earrings. luckily i didn’t buy tt pair of earrings; i was lookin at the exact same pair at the shop! got movie vouchers, cool watch, and a very cute forever frens apron!
papa–> paid for everythin! and a pair of diamond earrings
mama–> my clothes and key pendant
sibs–> haha nothin but nvm :smile1
aunty–> got opal ring :tongue1 and $$ from my other relatives lor.

hope i didn’t miss out anythin! haha cw say he bought me a present and will give me nxt time, but i dunno when man! dunno when i will see him lah! he lah..say he shy..so disappointed tt he didn’t come tt nite.

yup anyway i really had fun laughin like hyena tt nite. (not tt i normally dun laugh like a hyena lah but i laughed extra tt nite lah!) realli luv my frens, those who helped me decorate. reallie touched tt they offered to help and did such a gd job. realli luv those who came aso, cos i reallie didn’t expect so many to turn up aso. it was so good to see everyone together, even if i was realie reallie exhausted at the end of the nite. ahhh so many other small things here and there tt i cant rem but feel reali glad+loved+appreciated abt. haha mags said it was a great party. haha sorrie to be bhb but i thought so too! haha no lah, actually cos it juz provided entertainment for ppl and allowed them to catch up. esp for like ivan+candice, cindy+rz, sf+angela(this is the most shocking!)