watchin Arsenal-Chelsea. i knoe i shld support arsenal in this match, but it juz feels kinda weird cos i normally wldnt want them to win, but man utd need their ‘help’ this time.

anwieas *sigh* feel so disoriented and disorganized. i seem to hv so many things to settle b4 the camp, but so little time. smhow feel like im goin overseas for dunno how long when actually i would juz be in sch for 3 days only.

last Fri’s Christmas shoppin spree damaged my acct and i’m still not done yet. *eeks* but it was fun nonetheless to boost the nation’s economy and keep swiping the card haha. the svc from Tangs and LA was quite commendable; who says svc in SG sux? and we went to Essential Brew at HV b4 that as well. wah my voucher was nearly not accepted, no thnx to their oversight.

i wanna get more tanned!! not yet 60 laps, but close enuf!! i’ll get there eventually!! haha

aniweas yea am still quite unhappy abt my results. i knoe i only hv myself to blame, but it still sux to hv to swallow the bitter pill. wrote to ProfW to juz clarify abt AIS; he hasnt replied but i dun think i would be gettin any help there. i juz wanted to knoe how badly i fared in the final paper i guess. am meeting ProfW tmrw for Audit. i reallie think i shld hv done betta den a B+. okie i knoe i failed the mcq test and scored the lowest in the whole class, but hey, my midterm score was the highest okie! and mine even had bonus marks! and the grp work in wk2 was one of the highest marks as well, and my class summaries hv been consistently in the 80+ range. with an overall coursegrade of A+, how can my eventual grade be B+ onli? cos i screwed up my final exam. so wat went wrong? i aso dunno, cos i tot the final paper was quite okie wat. so gonna see him tmrw to discuss abt it i guess. think he would be hard and unyielding abt my grade? will it be dat difficult to push up 2 marks to an A-? i think so rite? if Sean’s previous Comms grade is anythin to go by, den i guess it wld be difficult for me as well. but i reallie hope he will. reallie pray he will. Audit is my last hope now to pull up my gpa, and an A- will reallie do wonders for it. how? reallie praying and hopin dat it will work out. but ProfW has nv struck me as the nice friendly easygoing kind. dat’s why i’m feelin like, quite down today? cos while i’m hopin to push it up, i dun think he’s the kind who would. so i’m like bouncing betwn both ends, from hopin fervently dat it would go up, to knowin dat it wouldnt happen. pls pls pls. i’m feelin so scared now abt it.

final grading has nv affected me this way b4, cos most of the time i knoe it’s my own fault for doin last min work like for FA and esp for MA when i knoe dat was the best i could hv done in dat short period of time. but it hurts all the more this time cos i realli think dat i hv put in a lot more effort but it doesn’t seem to pay off at all. and already, i’m worried abt nxt term, cos there will be corp reporting and tax planning, both of which are known killers. so my gpa is defn gonna suck nxt term. so i need to at least push up this term so that the overall average wouldn’t be that bad. i hate knowin that the fate of this term’s gpa depends on that one short meeting. i dun even knoe wat i shld say, where i shld start, how i shld convince him to push up my grade. how can i say ‘as a gesture of goodwill’? wat can i say to justify a higher grade? i feel so pathetically helpless now.