The End of the Year

28th Dec 2004 Tues
went shoppin b4 meetin ivan at bugis for last min movie. Kung Fu Hustle. some parts quite funny, but most of the time i thought it wasn’t really worth the money. okie lah give face, not worth more than $6.50 anyway. i thought shaolin soccer was much betta. haha but i reallie like the shouting superpower thingy, dat’s really cooL! good way to get attention haha.

in other news, i accidentally scratched myself!! got this huge, ugly red welt on my leg. dunno how i did it aso. ouch. :pout1

29th Dec 2004 Wed
met Rob for Ocean’s 12. great movie. hilarious and entertaining. gosh, catherine zeta-jones is one hot babe. love that killer pair of stilettos she wore for the scene with brad pitt at the airport. wow wonder how she walked so steadily in it man. but the design was nice; i saw a similar one at Aldo, but it costs like over a hundred bucks!! :psycho1

apparently heard dat O12 is betta den O11 and even Rob thought so too. but since i din watch O11, it was fine with me lor. walked around Suntec aft that. he wanted to get a bk and i had to buy a present. :smile1 asked him to help me decide which is nicer.

actually i planned ho seh alrdy leh. supposed to meet NicZ at 5 den meet HY earlier to write the cards but Nic cancelled at the last min and HY was held up at the last min too. bleah. so juz walk randomly around Suntec and Citilink Mall den he had to go home for dinner.

met the camp ppl for dinner at Marche Suntec. haha. we ordered so much food and i ate so much. in the end, Yen and Eugene had to clear it up when we couldn’t finish. shared 2 cocktails and wanted to go back for another one. oh ya Mag brought this exchange student from the US aso. she calls herself Annie, tho her Vietnamese name is Trang. she’s from Uni of Minnesota. so cool. it was a little hard at first to understand her accent and vice versa, but it got betta.
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The Week After

19th Dec 2004 Sun
went to usher for Aladdin. fantastic show, i enjoyed it a lot more den Cinderel-lah last yr. realli easy to sell the funpack, esp when you appeal to the kids directly, or appeal to the parents using the kids as an excuse. sigh. kids are so lucky. haha reallie liked the line by karen tan abt how if they dun hv the glowstick, they can “call 1900-my-parents-are- cheap” haha hilarious. karen tan did a great job as the wizard, i didn’t even realise at first dat it was her. dunno how she act, sing and hopped around the stage and be pregnant at the same time. felt so worried for her baby man. and i loved denise’s performance as genie of the ring aso. cool stuff.

in between shows we rushed to suntec to pick up presents. had dinner at delifrance and saw robin goh, the star of the show as well. was so tempted to invite him for dinner with us, but he sat near the counter and we had to go back soon anyway. met the kids of the show when we went to the holding room to help out in the glowstick thingy. the kids were so cute!!! all wanting to help out, and all wanting glowsticks. had to really explain to them properly how to fix the glowsticks and tell them nicely but firmly that they cant all hv one each.

met kq and his gf during the night show. wat a coincidence. he denied she was his gf, but haha my gut doesnt reallie believe it. shall rely on eugene for more gossip haha. so ba gua!

20th Dec 2004 Mon
went to the S’pore History Musuem at Dhoby Guat w/o realising that it was under renovation and is temporarily housed at Clarke Quay or smwhere else. :sad1 so disappointing. so no choice but to head to the Singapore Art Musuem for the Botero exhibition. again, was disappointed dat only 2 of his sculptures would be housed there while the rest were scattered around the Esplanade area. :sad1 so juz saw his paintings only. it was quite cool, except i was like, what humanism are you talkin abt?

met the gals for dinner at Billy Bombers. nv been there b4, but i think the food is not bad leh. haha ate a lot again as usual. din reallie feel like goin home yet, but quite late aso alrdy, and not the whole grp wanted to go out, and no place to go anyway, so we all juz went home.

21st Dec 2004 Tues
went to sch to help HY return all the stuff back to the office. went to Far East to look for a xmas pressie. found the perfect brown monkey tshirt. went to PS Carrefour, and was supposed to shop with HY but she had to run home aft her haircut bcos of sm1. haha. den went to City Hall to get another last min, desperate xmas pressie. and bought all the stuff i needed for my xmas eve dinner. the dinner was okie; i cooked a lot less this yr, but still had too much food. really thank Buddha that we, and i, are so blessed. things have changed since last year, but at least we’re healthy and safe.

went to visit Ms Ng on Xmas Day and received presents. haha nothing much, but it was nice of her to give us anyway. got a sleeping Baby Pooh bear. so damn cute i cant stand it. i juz grin and hug it whenever i see it. the baby pooh is sleeping on his tummy, with a towel under his mouth to wipe his drool haha :beam1

was quite disturbed by some stuff over the wkend, but i guess, and it looks like it’s all settled now.

X’Venture Youth Camp

ahhh so long nv blog cos so lazy!! haha i betta blog all these down b4 the year passes!

aniwaes the camp was cool. quite slack lah actually. 1st day we met earlier to go thru last min admin stuff. gosh, movin 3 tins of 7-ltr paint, 2 big plastic bags containing like 20 polo shirts and 30 tshirts worth $519, one big box of Gardenia bread (15 loaves and 60 buns), 3 sleeping bags and my own stuff. dunno still got wat else, but it was damn heavy lah. poor YY had like 10+ sleeping bags to carry, and even worse, Eugene had 30 cartons of Yeos drinks and 60 Teenage mags. not forgettin Gary’s 60 M1 goodie bags and 20 pkts of Nescafe satchets.

so yups helped to pack the goodie bags, nearly forgot wat else to put in cos there seemed to be so many stuff lying all over the place. aniweas the youths came, and there was ice breaking, except dat of course the facis conducted it so i juz slacked wahahah. played Bluff with eugene, kq, yy and kc. obviously eugene wld finish first. i came in 2nd cos kq kept thinkin i wld be bluffing, but hey i’m such a gd gal, i swear i reallie din lie durin the game at all kaez. yups so i got bored, wandered around, ‘supervised’ the other acitivites and chatted with LC and NicN. den it was lunch, den painting, and more supervision from yours truly. oh but halfway i went to set up the nightwalk obstacles. den there was dinner and nightwalk. bleah walked thru the botanic gardens lookin for the grps to pass them flashlights. anwieas i was manning the obstacle course, and it was pretty funny and entertaining to see the youths navigate it while blindfolded!

2nd day no breakfast!! :sad1 went to Sentosa to prepare for the adventure race. blur me forgot to give the jigsaw pieces to the grps. aniwaes aft every1 cleared my station, jinda and i went to the beach to prepare the last station. the weather was freaking hot. luckily gary was around to help us move the heavy water guns and stuff. den we waited for all the grps to arrive. played a bit of frisbee but got bored. den last station, den lunch, den slacking. hm the program ended early so there was quite abit of free time, so juz left the youths to play on their own. not very good actually, but i think most ppl were tired aft the mornin race. so the rest of us were juz slackin in the shade, talkin rubbish. there was an awkward moment when ralph asked a qn, and elene was miffed and walked off. aniweas it started raining, but thank goodness we were all nearin the visitor centre. waited for the bus cos the uncle was late!! went back for BBQ.

muz say..the bbq was a great success!! :beam1 all thanx to me!! wahahha. cos everything from the food, down to the ice and skewers and utensils and charcoal were sponsored!! ben and jason came up to me and commended me on a job well done. jason even said i shld join the main club and he said they’ll arrow me for future sponsorship stuff. er thanx but no thanx. jason was so serious when talkin to me that i wasnt used to it. he said cos on official biz so muz be serious. bah! oh KW was amazed dat i got the bbq sponsorship. he finally realised dat i wasnt juz a slacker! haha. you should juz see the look on his face when he realised it. anwieas erm we had 4 pits but the youths commanded them all, so the facis and plannin comm din reallie eat at all. so aft they went back to wash up and debrief, den we ate watever dat was left. and dat was like 12+am liaoz? aft the debrief, still had to clean up. there was a lot of chicken wings and dunno wat else left, so eugene took them all home. shite so wasted!! aniwaes it was like 1+am b4 i finally got to bath. convinced KW to wait for me b4 we ate instant noodles together. ya the dinner on both nites not enuf, so jinda and log ppl had to go out and buy lotsa instant noodles back for us. yups so we had instant noodles, and entertainment was provided by Yen and Nic, cos Yen was watchin sm Idol stuff on her lappie. den gary, kq, mag and karen aso came downstairs to play Uno. so..hm duno why but i took damn long to eat my noodles. den watched the Idol stuff. den by the time i finished, HY and Eugene fell aslp doin sentry. actually HY, Eugene and Gary were supposed to do sentry with me aso lah. but i juz told them both to go slp, den went back downstairs to play Uno haha. around like 4am, Yen, Nic and Karen went to slp. KQ stopped playing, so left Gary, Mag and I. we played till like 5.30am den they couldnt tk it and went up to slp, even tho we were all supposed to wake up at 6am!! so…i tried to stay awake for half an hr, cos canot leave the sentry post unguarded mah..not very good impression lor. so Mag tried to accompany me, and fell aslp. while i myself nodded off. gosh, dat half an hr was so nan guo. aniweas finally it was over. :psycho1
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tmrw is it

well so b4 seein ProfW on monday..i went shoppiN! window shoppin lah; still tryin to find sm more gifts. picked up a bag frm centrpt so juz walked around there lor. nothin much 1..so walked down. haha i wear slippers, albeit the more gu-niang kind, but wear OP tshirt and skirt and tk the humongous pink auntie bag, and… i walked into Ferragamo and A|X and goodness knoes wat else!! i couldnt be bothered man. okie lah prolly it’s normal for ppl like evie and ting.. but for me..i’ve been gathering the courage to walk in for a million yrs!! haha ya but the SF store nothin much 1 leh. nothin interests me. but wow, i finally finally found the perfect tshirt at A|X!!! but dun hv the size. so hard to buy gift for a guy!! wah i reallie :heart1 dat tshirt alot man..uhhum i knoe it’s not for me and im not gonna wear it ultimately but still, dat design was the most stylo of the lot man. grrrr. so in the end i din get anythin else dat day.

was quite upset aft dat cos of the meetin with ProfW; surprisingly KQ noticed and he asked me abt it. bt i onli felt much betta aft complaining to eugene, tho the poor guy is in the same boat as me anyway. oops.

had facilitation in the evenin lor. the games were fun, but not the talkin part tho. it wasnt..reallie veri..useful? ended like quite late..got home late..slpt late again..sianz..

earli tues morn..went to meet mrs chua! brought her a log cake..and got pooh blueberry muffins in return haha. i :heart1 :heart1 :heart1 her youngest daughter. she was so cute!! so sweet when she kissed me on the cheek and hugged me. aww :heart1 aniweas yea she offered to help check my resume and keep a ear out for any internship opportunites for me when i said dat i do not hv priority frm my sch. so nice of her ya?

aft dat went to meet my ex-colleagues. so quiet in the office cos now dec, every1’s on leave. brought another log cake, got free lunch and a keychain frm korea. and they invited me to the D&D!! haha but not cfrm yet lah..if not i hv to go find clothes liaoz bleah..

went to get sleepin bags from shiuan aft dat. actually got 1 from mrs chua liaoz and aso got bks from jo. alamak so heavy!! den still hv to go all the way to bishan. so damn shagged.
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suckit lah no change in grade

hai..okie lah so i went to see ProfW. saw my exam paper. quite proud of sm of the qns cos i did very well, but i bombed on the last qn on presentation and disclosure. i guess cos..i was confused abt it. not too clear abt the concept i guess. as for the materiality qn, he say i not bad alrdy cos got average marks, but i thought i shld hv done betta. hm for dat i blame both him and myself lor. i followed this formula sheet dat victor sent me so i thought it shld be okie cos i din uderstand the txtbk. and durin the seminar on materiality, ven followed the same format and presented her ans. he aso nv say it was wrong wat..so i juz follow lor..den turn out it’s not correct lor. he said the last qn was put in to distinguish the A students from the rest. and he told me dat if i din bomb there, i wld hv been an A- student. i was like thinkin, thanx lah, i knoe dat okie i dun need u to rub it in. and he told me dat grades are not everything, “it’s not that be all and end all”. he said ppl str 4.0 all the way aso can suck on the job. he said he interviewed and hired those not so gd students. and i was like thinkin, dun give me dat BS pls. come on man, u can talk all this cock to me, but when it comest to the crunch, are u reallie gonna give me a job? i felt like askin him directly in his face, “so will u hire me?” crapshitcurryfishhead juz tryin to mk me feel betta but failed horribly. and he actually added 1 mark for every1 in the class but it din help me at all lah obviously. shit man. and wans got her grade pushed up juz lydat lor. suckit.

heck lah. ProfW din reply my email for AIS aso leh. think he muz be heck care or gone back liaoz lah. aniweas watever lah. thanx to mr lee; managed to talk to him b4 i went to see ProfW. and tho his advice was more applicable to lit papers, at least it was kinda helpful. aniweas checked the final final results juz now. at least my gpa is in the merit range liaoz. think they kinda rounded it up or smthin. suckit man, nxt term corp and tp gonna kill me. borrowed the coy law txt liaoz. must.start.studying. :psycho1

not worth it

watchin Arsenal-Chelsea. i knoe i shld support arsenal in this match, but it juz feels kinda weird cos i normally wldnt want them to win, but man utd need their ‘help’ this time.

anwieas *sigh* feel so disoriented and disorganized. i seem to hv so many things to settle b4 the camp, but so little time. smhow feel like im goin overseas for dunno how long when actually i would juz be in sch for 3 days only.

last Fri’s Christmas shoppin spree damaged my acct and i’m still not done yet. *eeks* but it was fun nonetheless to boost the nation’s economy and keep swiping the card haha. the svc from Tangs and LA was quite commendable; who says svc in SG sux? and we went to Essential Brew at HV b4 that as well. wah my voucher was nearly not accepted, no thnx to their oversight.

i wanna get more tanned!! not yet 60 laps, but close enuf!! i’ll get there eventually!! haha

aniweas yea am still quite unhappy abt my results. i knoe i only hv myself to blame, but it still sux to hv to swallow the bitter pill. wrote to ProfW to juz clarify abt AIS; he hasnt replied but i dun think i would be gettin any help there. i juz wanted to knoe how badly i fared in the final paper i guess. am meeting ProfW tmrw for Audit. i reallie think i shld hv done betta den a B+. okie i knoe i failed the mcq test and scored the lowest in the whole class, but hey, my midterm score was the highest okie! and mine even had bonus marks! and the grp work in wk2 was one of the highest marks as well, and my class summaries hv been consistently in the 80+ range. with an overall coursegrade of A+, how can my eventual grade be B+ onli? cos i screwed up my final exam. so wat went wrong? i aso dunno, cos i tot the final paper was quite okie wat. so gonna see him tmrw to discuss abt it i guess. think he would be hard and unyielding abt my grade? will it be dat difficult to push up 2 marks to an A-? i think so rite? if Sean’s previous Comms grade is anythin to go by, den i guess it wld be difficult for me as well. but i reallie hope he will. reallie pray he will. Audit is my last hope now to pull up my gpa, and an A- will reallie do wonders for it. how? reallie praying and hopin dat it will work out. but ProfW has nv struck me as the nice friendly easygoing kind. dat’s why i’m feelin like, quite down today? cos while i’m hopin to push it up, i dun think he’s the kind who would. so i’m like bouncing betwn both ends, from hopin fervently dat it would go up, to knowin dat it wouldnt happen. pls pls pls. i’m feelin so scared now abt it.

final grading has nv affected me this way b4, cos most of the time i knoe it’s my own fault for doin last min work like for FA and esp for MA when i knoe dat was the best i could hv done in dat short period of time. but it hurts all the more this time cos i realli think dat i hv put in a lot more effort but it doesn’t seem to pay off at all. and already, i’m worried abt nxt term, cos there will be corp reporting and tax planning, both of which are known killers. so my gpa is defn gonna suck nxt term. so i need to at least push up this term so that the overall average wouldn’t be that bad. i hate knowin that the fate of this term’s gpa depends on that one short meeting. i dun even knoe wat i shld say, where i shld start, how i shld convince him to push up my grade. how can i say ‘as a gesture of goodwill’? wat can i say to justify a higher grade? i feel so pathetically helpless now.

fuck lah.

damn fuck lah. wtf. pissed with myself. wtf seriously how now?!

got like 3 out of 4 papers back liaoz. shit man. it’s average lah. BBB-. but it fucking sux lah. my gpa is not moving up at all lor. okie so i shld be glad its not movin down, but fuck man. its not even movin up into the merit range! fuck man and this time i studied harder than the 2 previous terms okie. fuck.

okie lah AIS is my own fucking fault. shld hv studied the fucking neohumanist radical structuralism shit, den mebbe can score sm more marks there. aiya fuck lah i think all my 3 grades all my fault lah. Tax i reallie got study wat, muz be not enuf work. Fnce i knoe it’s not the final paper, cos i think my final paper is okie, other den dat one open end qn. muz be the weekly quizzes. and the fucking fact dat he bell the results. and becos every1 else so power, i dun do well.

shit man. shld i juz email the profs and ask them how much i got and whether they can push up my grade? but its quite wat rite..i dun even knoe if i deserve it. i think for tax i wanna push it up, but i dun dare ask chester.

fuck lah gettin back audit later. shit its being marked by the 2 profs and he’s gonna bell it again aso lah. fuck and got all the power ppl, bell alrdy i aso sure die. i dun even hope for an A- and i darent even dream of anythin higher. B+ is the best dat i think i will get. and even so, it’s not gonna help much. gpa will still stay the same. even if A-, it will onli go up into the merit range. dun even wanna go and calculate A or A+ cos i think the final paper will pull down my grade.

fuck lah how lydat. why they demarcate until ldyat? no pt gettin average grades cos the gradin system is so tough. and the fucking thing is dat its a 4 yr course. study one extra yr but dun come out with honours. wtf. waste time and money onli. shit lah every1 gonna do betta den me again. and every1 is doin betta den me alrdy. my throat seems to be tightening up and i dunno why. fuck.

Scream if it hurts, chica.

Mon 6th Dec 2004
went with Yen to meet the printer. ehm rather the lady who is in charge of printing our camp tshirts. wah their sizing realli very huge lor, i can even wear XS. we had a hard time tryin to decide the sizing for the guys, cos dunno whether it’s safe to ‘downsize’ for them. hope we got the correct sizes. which reminds me, i need to go type out who’s gettin wat so i wun get confused when i collect them nxt wk.

Tues 7th Dec 2004
went with HY to meet one of my sponsors to collect stuff. i could hv gone alone, but previously he mentioned that he wanted to me abt the club and the activities, so of course hv to call hy along lor. but in the end he wasn’t there, he was in Dubai meetin his gf! wah! so i met his other colleague instead. who had long eyebrows, how shld i say it? nvm but it was pretty eye-catchin to say the least. so aft dat we went to PS to meet her fren and walked around. den i went to meet darrell for Blade Trinity. which was quite a disappointment i think. i think even the 2nd one was betta. hm the storyline was abit..holey? haha but the entertainment was good lah. to hell with blade, i preferred King and Abigail a lot more. man, they were both H-O-T. and the lines dat Ryan Reynolds dished out. and the funniest part was, other than the vampire vibrators, were the dogs. the same ones who were injected with vampire DNA and could reallie kill. haha they very cute leh. and i din realise the big guy was Triple H. aniwaes ya luckily din hv to pay the full ticket price for it lor.

Wed 8th Dec 2004
met up with the gang from sec sch. 1 person less though, obviously, sadly. and yes, cmi, they all so xiao zhi compared to me, and eat so much lesser compared to me lah!! mk me feel so guilty abt the amount i was eatin. haha. aniweas while we were takin photos, this ang moh came to stand beside YH and started posing with her. XX was stunned but gamely took a pic as they both waved at the camera. den the guy smiled, said ‘au revoir’, leavin the rest in stunned silence as i returned his greeting (?) and he calmly crossed the road to the hotel opposite. haha arguably the biggest highlight of the night, other den catchin up with all of them aft so damn long, and other den the trishaw uncle who so coolly stopped by the roadside of the busy junction and provided ambience with his loud music.

yes so..Thurs today is a rest day. b4 another whirlwind day tmrw. more walkin!! and eatin!! haha i seem to be out all the time and not doin stuff which im supposed to be doin. like packing, studyin and resting. bleah.:psycho1

One Last Cry

Fri 3rd Dec 2004
so obviously damn shagged in the morn aft the long day b4. din even feel like gettin out of bed. so was kinda late, but luckily the speaker didnt arrive yet. think all the facis were on time; it was the camp com that was late!! aniwaes yups good to finally meet her and hear her talk abt the youths. then there were the games, which obviously lazy me didnt participate in. cant even rem wat i was doin. i muz hv been settling sm admin stuff again. lunch, and luckily i didnt hv to be a guard dog again. aft that helped prog to set up the nightwalk stuff, so i didnt get the follow the whole grp to the botanic gardens :pout1 but the mock nightwalk in the classrm was kinda funny tho, regretted not bringin up my digicam to record KW and KH; those 2 guys are a blast!

aft dat had to settle the design of the tshirt, well more like my chasing my sponsors for their logos. apparently we had to get the design to the printer by 6pm and it was alrdy 4+ and i still hadnt received one last logo and the lady said her designers were in a meeting. i tried searching online, gary n kq were helping me out but dunno wat sorta company issit, dunno how come no webbie one. luckily she managed to send it to me in time, and luckily the printer said that we could give it to her on monday.

so..we cleared up and left. walked out with hy and yen to the busstop b4 eugene came on his white ‘horse’. haha so had a ride back together with yen, and the nice guy dropped me str at my doorstep again instead of at the mrt stn. haha think its my fault, cos i thought i could walk back, but there was not realie a convenient place to alight unless u consider the road shoulder of the PIE?! so eugene was juz like heck it, he can juz mk a round and drop me off. reached home in record time haha, and thank goodness too, cos i reallie wanted to drop dead.

Sat 4th Dec 2004
Garang Guni Day!! omg i could hv died. had to collect old newspapers, clothes and junk to raise funds for the camp. even tho i had gotten enough money, we had alrdy agreed to do it, and aso we all thought we shld be prudent and get extra money juz in case. so..had to report at Tampines at 9am!! Ohmybloodygosh so freakin earli i wasnt even thinkin clearly. so i was grouped with hy, elene, peifen and ralph. and not forgetting the all-impt trolley that ralph managed to get from his fren. so..we covered..how many blocks ah? i know we all had to cover 26 blocks in total, so my group covered 6 or 7 blocks cos we had an extra block. forget why yen assigned us an extra block. but it was okie lah. quite fun leh. erm think i quite slow? or me and hy quite slow. cos elene and peifen cleared the blocks quite fast so we moved pretty quickly. i think cos i was quite persistent. i hated it when i can see that the windows are open and ppl are at home yet they dun wanna open the door. i hated it when the door was wide open and i could see this at least knee-high pile of newspapers but when i asked, they refused to give anythin. :mad1 damn irritating. so i spent extra time at this kinda houses, like knocking more than 3 times and askin repeatedly. YES i was a PEST but hey, i need the money kaez. so i guess dats why me and hy moved slower. but it was fun lah, working with them all. we managed to finish by around 3+ or 4pm. KW was such an energizer bunny man, he couldnt stop talkin even aft we finished. we were like so tired liaoz but he still had energy to crap so much. so aft dat yen, ralph and CH went to lor harus while a few of us went to TM to chill out. slack until 5+, 6pm b4 we left. and when i reached home i crashed. for half an hr. b4 hauling my fat ass to the bathroom to remove all the icky dust, grime and sweat. heez..aft dat dunno wat the hell i was doin but i slept late again. i reallie hv to do smthin abt my sleepin pattern.
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